FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Existence is just so cruel.
The fact that existence is this way is certainly a reason as to why I only hope and wish for death, I just wish to cease existing as only then am I unable to suffer, I truly was never meant for the terrible cruelty of existing where there is all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it that just torments existing beings. It's just so cruel to me how existence brings all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tormented, to me existence itself truly is such a horrific tragedy that causes endless amounts of harm, I'd never wish for existence but rather I just wish to never suffer again.
I wish to be permanently safe from all cruelty and harm in this existence I saw as a mistake in the first place, existence is just too cruel, too painful and too torturous and I find it so tragic how I had to suffer at all, it's a tragedy how I was forced into this reality where there is all this suffering that is all completely unnecessary, I'm always wishing to erase my existence like I never suffered at all. I just wish for death to bring me peace from all this cruelty and suffering and it just feels so horrible to me how I cannot just painlessly die in peace to escape from this existence I never would have chose that only ever caused me to suffer, there's just so much cruelty in existing it's so horrifying and the agony of existence truly is endless, I wish to just fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and forget about it all but really I wish I never existed more than anything.
The fact that existence is this way is certainly a reason as to why I only hope and wish for death, I just wish to cease existing as only then am I unable to suffer, I truly was never meant for the terrible cruelty of existing where there is all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it that just torments existing beings. It's just so cruel to me how existence brings all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tormented, to me existence itself truly is such a horrific tragedy that causes endless amounts of harm, I'd never wish for existence but rather I just wish to never suffer again.
I wish to be permanently safe from all cruelty and harm in this existence I saw as a mistake in the first place, existence is just too cruel, too painful and too torturous and I find it so tragic how I had to suffer at all, it's a tragedy how I was forced into this reality where there is all this suffering that is all completely unnecessary, I'm always wishing to erase my existence like I never suffered at all. I just wish for death to bring me peace from all this cruelty and suffering and it just feels so horrible to me how I cannot just painlessly die in peace to escape from this existence I never would have chose that only ever caused me to suffer, there's just so much cruelty in existing it's so horrifying and the agony of existence truly is endless, I wish to just fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and forget about it all but really I wish I never existed more than anything.