FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 39,189
Just wish I had a painless way.
I truly do just wish I had a painless way, I wish I had a painless way to permanently escape from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have chose in the first place that just caused me to suffer so much. It just feels so cruel to me how I cannot just die in peace, in an existence so torturous and painful where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel death truly would be the only relief for me. I only hope and wish for non-existence where all is forgotten about for me and I finally cannot suffer anymore, I see nothing desirable about prolonging the suffering much as possible just to end up tortured and tormented by old age.
I'd never wish for such which is why I suffer so much from how I cannot just die painlessly, I also find it so horrific how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse torment, such happening is exactly what I fear, in fact I fear ending up in a situation of way worse suffering in general. Personally I just want the true peace of non-existence over all this cruelty and torment which to me serves no purpose but to torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I just want to painlessly escape from suffering. To me personally human existence has always been something so undesirable, it just feels like a mistake to me that just brings so much pain, I truly was never meant for existing, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I just hope and wish to never wake again.
I truly do just wish I had a painless way, I wish I had a painless way to permanently escape from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have chose in the first place that just caused me to suffer so much. It just feels so cruel to me how I cannot just die in peace, in an existence so torturous and painful where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel death truly would be the only relief for me. I only hope and wish for non-existence where all is forgotten about for me and I finally cannot suffer anymore, I see nothing desirable about prolonging the suffering much as possible just to end up tortured and tormented by old age.
I'd never wish for such which is why I suffer so much from how I cannot just die painlessly, I also find it so horrific how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse torment, such happening is exactly what I fear, in fact I fear ending up in a situation of way worse suffering in general. Personally I just want the true peace of non-existence over all this cruelty and torment which to me serves no purpose but to torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I just want to painlessly escape from suffering. To me personally human existence has always been something so undesirable, it just feels like a mistake to me that just brings so much pain, I truly was never meant for existing, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I just hope and wish to never wake again.