
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,909
To suffer in this existence is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist anyway and to me existing will always be waiting to die, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and for this existence to be all forgotten really is all I could hope for.
I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering just continues and I always suffer as a result of this deeply undesirable existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve for me and take away, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents. For me non-existence truly is the only peace and is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so cruel that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I only want to never wake again where finally I can rest
No matter what I really will always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist anyway and to me existing will always be waiting to die, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and for this existence to be all forgotten really is all I could hope for.
I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering just continues and I always suffer as a result of this deeply undesirable existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve for me and take away, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents. For me non-existence truly is the only peace and is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden so cruel that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I only want to never wake again where finally I can rest