Discussion Finally.. SN arrived.. CTB in 3 days, review my plan please.

[blizt]

need to test my SN as someone suggested, so a couple days more
was targetting Tomorrow Night, India Time.
but gotta postpone till atleast tuesday. I'll test it with My Blood. SN testing seems pretty much no brainer at this point

Hmm alright man, thanks for replying.
Keep us updated.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

My mother found the ropes in my bag, now I'm on watch. F. I felt nothing much but I gotta just do this now. Coz Time is running out and My SN is still Unnoticed.. I'm glad for atleast that.

 

[Captive of Mind]

My mother found the ropes in my bag, now I'm on watch. F. I felt nothing much but I gotta just do this now. Coz Time is running out and My SN is still Unnoticed.. I'm glad for atleast that.

This means that if you do it in the location you had planned, it is way more likely you will get caught. That will not be a fun hospital visit and psych ward experience if this happens.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

I can't go out to do it. Unless I do it somewhere open.. Even if I'm caught, Well, we don't really psyche wards here.. At most I'll be in the hospital for a week then back home. with family staring at me.

What about a place outside then?? it's rainy season in india so can't count on outside either.. And there are people in farms so that's risky as well..

I can do 4 hours at terrace. That's all I have got. What are your opinions??

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

I can't go out to do it. Unless I do it somewhere open.. Even if I'm caught, Well, we don't really psyche wards here.. At most I'll be in the hospital for a week then back home. with family staring at me.

What about a place outside then?? it's rainy season in india so can't count on outside either.. And there are people in farms so that's risky as well..

I can do 4 hours at terrace. That's all I have got. What are your opinions??

4 hours are enough if nobody can hear you.
With the SN, too, you will make noises when you die

 

[cyberlordsumit]

4 hours are enough if nobody can hear you.
With the SN, too, you will make noises when you die

I'm really confused about the degree of these noises...

 

[Captive of Mind]

I'm really confused about the degree of these noises...

Throwing up is going to be the loudest thing and your parents will most likely hear that. Then if you start making other noises that are uncontrollable, they might come and check on you. I know, it is really difficult to plan this out if you don't have your own place. I am in the same situation.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

To be honest, I will be some 60 fret away and at night dogs and cats are also making noises so I'm really Skeptical about anyone hearing me vomit. I can try and muffle my vomiting atkeast..

But yeah, it's gonna be one big headache. I gotta check it.. But I have so little time and I can't take it anymore.. I have to do something soon.

 

[Sea Turtle]

Hope you find peace

 

[ITryHard]

I'm worried about noise too. I live in an apartment, and while the walls are fairly thick, I'm concerned someone might nonetheless hear something and alert somebody. Not likely but still enough to keep me up at night.

I wish you luck and peace.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Well my 'friends' got the wind of it after i stopped my job and Classes everything. so i gotta be cautious now. I have one chance with 4 hours at night. gotta use them. will start my dose 24 hours later. then 2 days will be on it with 48 hours regime. will post my regime

 

[blizt]

Well my 'friends' got the wind of it after i stopped my job and Classes everything. so i gotta be cautious now. I have one chance with 4 hours at night. gotta use them. will start my dose 24 hours later. then 2 days will be on it with 48 hours regime. will post my regime

Hmm alright

 

[Needdeath]

I am talkint about sn from this specific company I got the 500gm box and trust me I dank it multiple times and it didn't work and I am not the only one there is another thread on this forum about the sn from this seller just helping a fellow dude rest is ur choice man m just telling u my experience that guy warned me and I still thought why not give it a shot and well he was not wrong but even if u try it dont get ur hopes up wish u peace

 

[Reach]

Hello Everyone, It's been awhile I was waiting for my SN.

Finally it has arrived.

250 gms of freedom (bad joke)

I have
10x Metoclopramide
2x Paracetamol

Don't have Propanolol or Benzodiazepines..
idk what to do to get a possible anxiety to be at ease.. Clinics refused to give me Benzos.. any suggestions are welcome, i would really use some benzos.. but maybe I'll have to do without them.

Then, I am choosing My terrace at night to go. I'll try for 3 AM. Everyone woukd be asleep.

I love around a Grassy and kinda greenery surrounded area so alot of noise can be expected from nature..
Also a National Highway is nearby and vehicles occasionally pass.

I am kinda confused about the noise I'd make..

Even If I vomit, I'll use second dose. But some people say there's a lot of noise.. what's the probability?? cause I can't get a hotek room, even if i do, I'd be caught.. Rather, if i fail at my terrace, I won't get caught. I'll just try again later if anyone Does not hear me.. It's like I have ONLY ONE chance.. and yeah, it should be sufficient.. I think I can muffle the noise somehow..
I want to Go looking at tge stars and imagining the endless soace.. rather than anything else from this life and people.. especially I don't want to think or remember any people.. All I have, are bad memories. and others would guilt me and make me anxious.. so No no to memories related to people.. That's why, endless sky and stars are my Go..

Cold and Alone.. just I have always been.

Btw I'll use 25gm SN in 50ml water.. 2 glasses. One of them as backup.

Any suggestions are welcome!!!
btw, I don't have Antacids.. I have Proton Pump Inhibitors, and I believe they are useless for SN.

You could get benzos relatively easily from darkweb. It's a bit complicated but it's almost guaranteed that you'll get them. At least for me worked like a charm.

 

[Needdeath]

Here is the proof u are looking for

You could get benzos relatively easily from darkweb. It's a bit complicated but it's almost guaranteed that you'll get them. At least for me worked like a charm.

Would it work in India ?

 

[Reach]

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Here is the proof u are looking for

Would it work in India ?

I'm pretty sure it would. I mean most sellers send these world wide. The only problem can occur is that sometimes it gets "lost" in customs, but they have escrow so it's possible to negotiate a new order (depends on the seller). I got all my orders so far from darkweb.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

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Here is the proof u are looking for

Would it work in India ?

Damnnn this is the same Thing!!! I don't know what to do now.. Can you give me your thread where someone tried this particular SN??

 

[Niirvana]

I can't go out to do it. Unless I do it somewhere open.. Even if I'm caught, Well, we don't really psyche wards here.. At most I'll be in the hospital for a week then back home. with family staring at me.

What about a place outside then?? it's rainy season in india so can't count on outside either.. And there are people in farms so that's risky as well..

I can do 4 hours at terrace. That's all I have got. What are your opinions??

Why couldn't you go to a hotel? just in case someone hears you on your terrace. Btw, did you buy nitrite or nitrato?

 

[cyberlordsumit]

I bought Sodium Nitrite, And I believe it's fake. I just Took 1gm of the stuff I bought in some 50ml water idk.. It's been 40 minutes or so and I feel no real symptoms... (I know it was impulsive, felt adventurous) anyways. I'll update in the morning. It's 3 am in here. I'm only feeling drowsy and it maybe because of sleepiness
Also, I can't go to hotel because My mother saw the ropes in my bag and now I'm on house watch (?)

 

[cyberlordsumit]

UPDATE:
Last night, After alot of possibility that My SN is not legit, I impulsively took 1gm of SN with some water.. I thought it would show me atleast some symptoms if it was SN.
I wanted to just test it because I didn't have the Test kit readily available.. and blood test is NOT reliable.

So I didn't feel much for almost an hour then Nausea Kicked in. I had a terrible Puking session where i felt like My guts would come out. I just wanted it to end that moment.. I emptied from above and below and everywhere.. I puked 7 times. and i was feeling very bitter taste in my mouth after last 2 times.

I didn't experience Tachycardia or Cyanosis (i thought It happened but no). Although i had fishy burps..

Oh and a Terrible Headache like I had a Hangover.. damn.

Seems it's Not Really SN, most probably. But I also am Scared about taking legit SN, I just hope when I get legit SN and test it for purity, I get to Just pass-out when I take it. Don't want to Go into vomiting session.. I was Skeptical for the vomiting reason only..

And man that Acid reflux/Gag reflux is sooo bad I really thought my guts gonna come out.. My Stomach was involuntarily pushing up everything.. It was like, i was feeling okay, it's over. Then suddenly a spike in my stomach and I was puking all over..

I was feeling weak for a day, but i ate proper and slept alot and felt better.

So that was me being crazy.

I ordered Another SN fron a second seller from A in India. it sells for 600 rs. As well as an Aquarium test kit for Nitrite.

 

[Meditation guide]

And man that Acid reflux/Gag reflux is sooo bad I really thought my guts gonna come out.. My Stomach was involuntarily pushing up everything.. It was like, i was feeling okay, it's over. Then suddenly a spike in my stomach and I was puking all over..

I was feeling weak for a day

I think it's real from what you described.

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

Hey, i hope you are okay:)

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Well, Without the tachycardia and visible cyanosis(i do not know if i had it, it felt blue but its still bluish F) that someone else talked about, I'm not so sure..
I have ordered a test kit.. Let's see what happens. I'll keep Updated..

Now, I have Sussed out from Hanging previously and now SN id also on the edge.. I'm such a Pussy. I am sorry for the threads..

I hope they are atleast Educational or something.. Sorry again.

 

[Cockatoo]

Could anybody please explain me what does it mean to "test the SN" or other drugs?

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm currently freaking out about these noises associated with SN. I want to die in my bed. But I don't want to wake anyone up. I REALLY need this to work. If it doesn't, I could end up institutionalized. Leaving me to suffer for the rest of my days.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Could anybody please explain me what does it mean to "test the SN" or other drugs?

See, I bought the 'supposed' SN, but I read from other people from India that The dealer doesn't sell pure SN as described, so the SN i received might possibly be Fake. And I have to get it tested via a Aquarium Test that's available for fish tank Nitrite.

The test kit is on the way.. (Funny thing, the Test kit is 3 times expensive than Actual SN, lol)

I'm currently freaking out about these noises associated with SN. I want to die in my bed. But I don't want to wake anyone up. I REALLY need this to work. If it doesn't, I could end up institutionalized. Leaving me to suffer for the rest of my days.

I vomitted 7 times.

But the 1st time was the most noisy, I basically was retching up acids. Other times everything came up on it's own.
So You do need to Tak care of the noise, It was a concern raised by others. And My parents did wake up at 4 in the morning. But the bathroom is neat to their bedroom so I'm still Not sure how would it be even when i CTB for real on the terrace.

If I pads out and puke, I don't think it'll be noisy.
If I retch, It'll be over.

 

[Silver]

@cyberlordsumit I was wondering how you had got on with your 1g test. Given you did eventually vomit it is still possible that it's SN, but when you receive your nitrite test, you could check it to see. It would be interesting to know.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Yes, Maybe it'll help people with information as well. waiting on my Nitrite test kit and a second SN to arrive.

 

[canihavepeaceforonce]

Hello, I'm also from India can you please PM me where you got the SN from? I'll appreciate it a lot.

Did you order both the SN from A? They took quite fake. Did you try any chemist or something like that? I wish I could ask our fellow Ind about how they manage to get it. Taran got it from a local chemist I remember. Also did you try using the online chem for the meds? They just call and ask for symptom and give it to you. Also don't forget to remove the label before you actually CTB, would ruin everything for the rest of us. It's happening in other countries.

Please check ur chat, I PMd you

 

[Meditation guide]

I vomitted 7 times.

That's a lot of vomiting. How much did you take? Did you have anything in your stomach at the time? Or was it dry heaves?