Final Goodbye (SN)🕊

[starbright2155]

@EndlessDespair is there anything I can do to delay your attempt to CTB just a little bit?

 

[EndlessDespair]

Just checked into my hotel. Will be making my attempt in about 6 or 7 hours. If I have the strength I will update you all of my symptoms and pain level. Thank you all for your kind words and prayers. I'm glad I was able to be a part of such a great community and hope that SaSu continues to stay up for many years, so the people in this world suffering with depression can have a place to vent without being judged. I will continue to update as I get closer to my attempt

 

[lebrodude]

It's not too late to change your mind if you have even the tiniest thought you can heal from whatever pain has brought you here.

However if your mind is set, I wish you a peaceful journey and send love your way.

 

[aikoelis6]

Hope your travels are peaceful friend <3

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I wish you a very peaceful journey into the afterlife, I'm sorry life has led to this point in your life. If you do happen to change your mind, we're here and can talk about anything and everything :)

 

[jodes2]

We'll miss you :-(

 

[sincerelysad]

Just checked into my hotel. Will be making my attempt in about 6 or 7 hours. If I have the strength I will update you all of my symptoms and pain level. Thank you all for your kind words and prayers. I'm glad I was able to be a part of such a great community and hope that SaSu continues to stay up for many years, so the people in this world suffering with depression can have a place to vent without being judged. I will continue to update as I get closer to my attempt

safe travels. i hope it's peaceful for you

 

[DreamEnd]

Just checked into my hotel. Will be making my attempt in about 6 or 7 hours. If I have the strength I will update you all of my symptoms and pain level. Thank you all for your kind words and prayers. I'm glad I was able to be a part of such a great community and hope that SaSu continues to stay up for many years, so the people in this world suffering with depression can have a place to vent without being judged. I will continue to update as I get closer to my attempt

Have a good trip! Please keep us updated if you can. Thanks

 

[EndlessDespair]

 

[DreamEnd]

Is that from IC? Mine looks clumpy

 

[EndlessDespair]

Is that from IC? Mine looks clumpy

Yes, when I first got it, it was not clumpy, but then after having it for a few months it got a bit clumpy. Had to smooth it out, so it's easier to mix.

 

[LocalAngel]

Rest well. I'll see you over there.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Yes, when I first got it, it was not clumpy, but then after having it for a few months it got a bit clumpy. Had to smooth it out, so it's easier to mix.

Are you still with us, friend?

 

[EndlessDespair]

Are you still with us, friend?

Yes I'm still here I have about 30 mins till I drink

 

[dreamscape1111]

I'm still here

There are no final goodbyes, dear friend. How could there be?
We have all known each other since before the birth of time.

The biggest mindfuck of all is that death never happens. You just imagine it will.
You are Eternal and you will continue to exist as the Eternal NOW forever, as you have been doing forever.

The TV is not affected by anything that happens in the movie.
We are like movie characters wondering what happens to the TV when the movie ends.

In "death" only the body dies, Life does not, Consciousness does not, Reality does not.
Nothing real can be threatened, nothing unreal exists, life is but a dream.

A wave rises in the Ocean, falls back into the Ocean, then rises again, born in another form.
You are that ever-present Ocean, forget the body, forget the mind, and be still, be silent.

The entire universe resides within what you are.
However is the picture, you are painting it and you are not bound by it.
See the imaginary as imaginary and be free of fear.

Let go into the Clear Light, trust it, merge with it.
It is your own true nature, it is Home.

I honor that Light/Love/Truth/Beauty/Peace within You because it is also within Me.
We are United, we are the Same, we are ONE.

Namasté.

 

[looking_for_peace]

safe travels :)

 

[EndlessDespair]

Drinking in 15mins

 

[PublicDiary0606]

Farewell, I hope you find the peace and freedom you always wanted…

 

[littlelady774]

Hope you find peace with whatever you decide

 

[Ra4v]

I hope you find peace...

 

[EndlessDespair]

Okay it's time. Applying the Benzocaine gel now. Drinking in 1-2 mins

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Okay it's time. Applying the Benzocaine gel now. Drinking in 1-2 mins

Farewell, I hope you find the peace you desire.

 

[fuzzy-clown]

Goodbye, I hope you find peace, and that if there is an afterlife it is pleasant.

 

[EndlessDespair]

Drank it
Throat burning
Haven't vomited yet
Farewell everyone
Right now pain Is at 2
Heart starting to pick up a bit
Not sure if i have enough str to keep updating
Not sure if i have enough str to keep updating
If I'm not back within 24 hrs mods pls close by acc
Going to sleep now
There's a place In heaven waiting for me

 

[MidnightCat]

Drank it
Throat burning
Haven't vomited yet
Farewell everyone

I'm really sorry.

I hope you get some peace whatever path you end in.

There's no shame in calling an ambulance if you're not sure about it.

Methylene blue is used to save from SN (in case you'd like to know).

That said... I wish you the very best. In life or death. Hope it's peaceful.

 

[Vitya]

May his soul be free of pain and rest easy

 

[looking_for_peace]

sleep well :)

 

[Ra4v]

your candle still burns for two days, i suppose it will be gone soon, peacefully i hope my friend.

Is it rude if i ask what is that? I mean... it's obviously a candle, but what is it for?

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

See you on the other side soon enough

 

[leeloosnow]

Is it rude if i ask what is that? I mean... it's obviously a candle, but what is it for?

me being tired and mis-posting. i had lit that for someone starting the process and didnt blow it out just cuz. all the same, sorry for confusion and safe travels endless xx