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reborn87

Student
Jan 27, 2024
128
Does anyone know of a reliable and legitimate fentanyl supplier in SoCal please let me know ASAP thank you
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Unless you are in a situation that forces you to kill your self urgently and ASAP I would advice you to take your time and do your research on what method to choose. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I understand that, most of us are in a similar situation, some more than others. There are plenty of useful informations around the site. So Please try to calmly take your time to read through them. Ctb is a big decision that needs to be taken seriously and planned out well. From all your posts and comments I noticed you are a bit rushed and in a hurry to an impulsive attempt. That will only lead you a failed attempt and worse leave you in a permanent damage and make your life harder than it already is and make your future ctb attempts near impossible.
I wish you all the best in your decisions ❤️
 
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reborn87

Student
Jan 27, 2024
128
Unless you are in a situation that forces you to kill your self urgently and ASAP I would advice you to take your time and do your research on what method to choose. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I understand that, most of us are in a similar situation, some more than others. There are plenty of useful informations around the site. So Please try to calmly take your time to read through them. Ctb is a big decision that needs to be taken seriously and planned out well. From all your posts and comments I noticed you are a bit rushed and in a hurry to an impulsive attempt. That will only lead you a failed attempt and worse leave you in a permanent damage and make your life harder than it already is and make your future ctb attempts near impossible.
I wish you all the best in your decisions ❤️
I have been thinking about it since I was first beaten from relatives and left bedridden. It is hard for me to hold my phone and type. I am using voice dictate. Please let me know what the best way is never go back to my abusive family. they are the ones that left me in this dire condition.


I am thinking, if I cannot get fentanyl, and to take Pepcid, and then overdose on amitriptyline take Xanax and Valium, and I think alcohol is also mentioned in the peaceful pill handbook that they mention on the site and do it in a tub, so that I can fall asleep and drown in a bath. I hope the drowning won't hurt me, or do you think it would if I already sort of knocked out?
 

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