Venting I need to ctb asap

[urgent]

I can't live in this severe pain, I need to ctb asap. I don't know how, I don't live alone, I don't get or open packages. I'm so ill I can't drive like this, can't walk alot I desperately wish I had fentanyl or a gun here and someone could come to me and we both end this brutal, torturous,agony quickly and quietly and I'm turned to ashes

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

First of all, do you have any medication to help manage the pain. If physical pain is causing this, which it seems to be due to you're mention of feeling ill, I'd recommend getting physical therapy or meds. You might live in the US where healthcare is expensive, but a family member might financially support your treatment if you tell them you want to kill your self due to the pain. They're already providing a place to live from what it seems. To help with the mental pain, this is gonna sound corny as fuck, but do you watch many movies? Action movies that you can turn your brain off while watching. It's not a permeating solution but maybe it can help

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

First of all, do you have any medication to help manage the pain. If physical pain is causing this, which it seems to be due to you're mention of feeling ill, I'd recommend getting physical therapy or meds. You might live in the US where healthcare is expensive, but a family member might financially support your treatment if you tell them you want to kill your self due to the pain. They're already providing a place to live from what it seems. To help with the mental pain, this is gonna sound corny as fuck, but do you watch many movies? Action movies that you can turn your brain off while watching. It's not a permeating solution but maybe it can help

You must be a teen or even a tween… I can think of no other explanation, just, wow.

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

You must be a teen or even a tween… I can think of no other explanation, just, wow.

Why, the action movie stuff was just cause I've found they are helpful in turning off your brain, not cause I like them

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Why, the action movie stuff was just cause I've found they are helpful in turning off your brain, not cause I like them

Nope, that didn't help tbh, but that was the least of it! It was everything else.

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

Nope, that didn't help tbh, but that was the least of it! It was everything else.

Please don't reply to this message so this person's request for help doesn't get buried under an argument, I know it seems a bit immature to suggest what I suggested, I just figured that I don't want anyone else to feel suicidal like me, so if someone makes a post like this I'll obviously try to suggest ideas to help before telling them how to commit suicide