Venting Feeling sick thinking about everything

[Dolphin55]

I'm so scared and tired. I just feel sick to my stomach. I can't take this anymore, ctb is feeling more and more like my only option. I just want the pain to stop, man. I'd beg for it to stop at this point. You can stay strong for awhile, but not forever, shit, not forever. That's just cruel.

This is just cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be torture feeling trapped in a situation of endless suffering, so of course it's understandable wishing to be gone so much. None of us should have to stay here a second longer than we wish to, and of course life really is something that is so incredibly cruel. It's awful and beyond unfair how so much pain exists in this world with no relief. But anyway, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.