I feel the best I've felt in awhile, unfortunately it's due to alcohol though. Who else is feeling artificially great?
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noon
tired
- Sep 14, 2019
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had my own moment of bliss while I was watching home videos on my old YouTube account. just miss how simpler things were back then. alcohol is a need at this point right now.
I never tried alcohol much maybe i should i dont have anywhere to drown this sorrow.
Don't use it as a crutch, just an occasional escape
Old videos do that to me too. Besides that I don't think about the past much anymore, or the future for that matter
LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,164
Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
i always take my drug cocktail at night so yeah, right now i feel that sweet sleepy-euphoric sensation that will abandon me when i wake up.
i know i'll pay for it tomorrow when the effects go away and the anxiety and depression rebounds, but fuck it, i'd rather feel good and then awful instead of feeling like shit all the time, even if i'ts artificial.
i know i'll pay for it tomorrow when the effects go away and the anxiety and depression rebounds, but fuck it, i'd rather feel good and then awful instead of feeling like shit all the time, even if i'ts artificial.
Which drugs work for you if you don't mind saying it? Sober life for me is hell
Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
yeah, sobriety sucks and i wouldn't recommend it at all.
benzos, weed and pregabalin are my choices right now, specially good when combined.
