Inevitable?

[Felodese]

For at least all of my adult life I've felt that it's inevitable that I will eventually ctb, like there's no other way it could end. Anyone else feel the same?

 

[sserafim]

It's inevitable for me. I've always felt like I was destined to die young and by ctb. I never even wanted to grow up or become an adult anyways. Unfortunately, I was forced to due to the passage of time

 

[Yuina]

Absolutely. In fact, this was an exact thought I had a couple months ago around Christmas time.

No matter how much help I am given, I am always living with the thought that, inevitably, my cause of death will be [CTB].

That hasn't changed. I am especially sick of living knowing how much I've already missed out on that other people have done by my age.

 

[Werewolf.]

I was convinced I would and even gave myself a date. The date has not arrived yet (July 18, 2025) but I won't do it. I picked 18 July because someone really special took their own life and they were 30, the age I would be on that date as well. But I'm never going to do it. My religious beliefs stop me.

 

[DeathOfKane]

It's inevitable for me. I've always felt like I was destined to die young and by ctb. I never even wanted to grow up or become an adult anyways. Unfortunately, I was forced to due to the passage of time

I feel the exact same. Personally feels like life is giving me bad experiences to push me to end it as fast as possible.

 

[sserafim]

I feel the exact same. Personally feels like life is giving me bad experiences to push me to end it as fast as possible.

I just don't want to have to become a real adult or work for a living. I don't want to be a slave to the system. I'd rather die than do that. Why would I let myself get willingly exploited? I also don't want to live out middle age or old age. I don't see a point in that. I don't want to live beyond my mid 20s

 

[DeathOfKane]

I just don't want to have to become a real adult or work for a living. I don't want to be a slave to the system. I'd rather die than do that. Why would I let myself get willingly exploited? I also don't want to live out middle age or old age. I don't see a point in that. I don't want to live beyond my mid 20s

I feel you. I didn't even want to make it to 18. I've gotten over that and clearly wasn't prepared for it. It seems like we're supposed to just do all this shit for no real reason and be okay with that.

 

[UmbraDweller]

Yes. Death is inevitable anyways. I don't get why is suicide such a big deal in this society.