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sonax22

sonax22

god
Mar 25, 2019
68
"Straight up ahead
You'll find a sign that says you can't get by with a lie
But if I stayed away by a thread from the glory pat
And made my life harder lying 'bout the stupid shit I say
Then you wouldn't know a single thing about how I feel about you
And all those really dumb things people feel
I'll take the bumpy road it'll probably break my legs
As long as I don't show you what's ruining my head
Funny thing about you is you read me pretty well
But you haven't found me yet at the bottom of the well
Annoying you with smoke signals asking you for help
'Cause your immediate presence lifts me straight away from Hell
Me and Mr. Heart we say the cutest things about you
How you seem unreal and we'd probably die so quick without you
Suffocated from the radiated air around us
Full of happiness we don't have brightness gone so dark without you girl"

"
Feeling like a free ol' me when I was 6 and no worries would stop me
From reaching the stars a million miles away from me
Sick in the head for you and no cure has been discovered
Like a plague hitting my body except if I fall I'm just fallin' for you
Conscious beyond knowledge alterations are acknowledged
And the beauty you've inflicted is always in its action
Lovely day today, perfect time to open up to you
But I know that you're having fun wouldn't wanna mess this up for you
But I'm happy that you're happy and at least I do that much for you"

"Lover is a day" by Cuco
 
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NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,065
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Was just a freight train coming your way
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
"When it's time just let me die
I'm so tired of this life" Let me die-lil happy lil sad
 
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Zer0

Nem sempre se pode ser Deus
Sep 14, 2018
124
"Ontem à noite, a note estava fria, tudo queimava mas nada aquecia" - Engenheiros Do Hawaii, Piano Bar

"Yesterday at night, the night was cold. Everything burned but nothing heated"
Hope the translation is good


"When you're keeping everything inside you, it can only hut you" - Gorillaz, Stop the dams
This one is really good too
 
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Funkbunny

Student
Nov 18, 2018
116
You look at me and see the girl
Who lives inside the golden world
But don't believe, that's all there is to see
You'll never know the real me
She smiles through a thousand tears
And harbors adolescent fears
She dreams of all that she could never be
She wades in insecurity
And hides herself inside of me
Dont think she takes it all for granted
I'm well aware of all I have
Don't think that I am disenchanted
Please understand
It seems as though I've always been
Somebody outside looking in
Well here I am, for all of them to bleed
But they can't take my heart from me
And they can't bring me to my knees
They'll never know the real me.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Sound of silence > Simon & Garfunkel
not usually one for covers but i do love Disturbed version , apparently Garfunkel wanted to sing it more aggressively but Simon wouldn't let him
 
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Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
Casisdead 'walk-in'

Wandering in the rain, aimless
Looking like a zombie, brainless
Bottle in my right hand, shameless
Alcohol makes life feel painless

Life has such a dark complexion
Money is the cause of the infection
Some criminals, go corrections
Other criminals, win elections
I get a sharp pain in my mid-section
It's there everyday no exceptions
See mum knew before my inception
So why didn't she stop my..

Theory of a deadman 'world war me'

Wooh Oh oooh this is world war me
Wooh oh oooh I will never find peace,
I'm the only enemy
I'm the king of doubt,
I fight out all on the inside
I'm the poster child of denial,
There is nothing I can't hide
I'm punching holes in walls because,
I let them build up way too long, sabotage
Everything I ever had,
And now I'm seeing red but,
There is no one else to blame but,
The voices in my head

Shinedown 'call me a sinner'

Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able
To say that I'll visit on the weekend
I lost my whole life and a dear friend
I've said it so many times
I would change my ways no never mind
God knows I tried!
Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me its over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite
Call me the worst
Tell me its over I don't want you to hurt
Its all that I can say
So I'll be on my way
I finally put it all together, nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine
I had to say goodbye for the last time

Just a few which hit home
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
On your palm an endless wonder
Lines that speak the truth without a sound
In your eyes awaits the tireless hunger
Already looks for prey to run down

So why do we keep up this charade
and how do we tell apart the time to leave from the time to wait?

What does tomorrow want from me?
What does it matter what I see?
If it can't be my design,
Tell me where do we draw the line,
Tell me where do we draw the line?

The dance of flames and shadows in the street
Make poetry nobody's ever heard
The weight of loneliness stands on your feet
The cage already there around the bird

So why don't we join the masquerade
before it all falls apart, before our love becomes insatiate?

What does tomorrow want from me?
What does it matter what I see?
If I can't choose my own design,
Tell me where do we draw the line?

What does tomorrow want from me?
What does it matter what I see?
If we all walk behind the blind,
Tell me where do we draw the line,
Tell me where do we draw the line?

Where's the cooling wind?
Where's the evergreen field?
Where's my mother's open arms?
Where's my father lion heart?
It's like the sun's gone down
Sleeps in the hallowed ground now
With the autumn's brown leaves
With the one who never grieves

So why do we keep up this charade
and how do we tell apart the time to leave from the time to wait?

What does tomorrow want from me?
What does it matter what I see?
If it can't be my design,
Tell me where do we draw the line?

Whatever tomorrow wants from me,
At least I'm here, at least I'm free.
Free to choose to see the signs.
This is my line.

Where Do We Draw the Line - Poets of the Fall

And yes, I did just copy and paste the lyrics.
 
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gnrluver0105

gnrluver0105

Member
Nov 25, 2018
58
Today I have been hearing a lot "Snuff" by Corey Taylor:

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Uh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me
That savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart
When you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
Uh, my own was banished long ago
It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away — you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Uh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
2 fish one swimming upstream, One swimming down living in a dream
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
I never knew so many bad times
Could follow me so mercilessly
It's almost surreal
All the pain that I feel
The future ain't what it used to be
It doesn't matter what they're thinking
It doesn't matter what they're thinking of me
It's always so cold
I'm to young to be old
The future ain't what it used to be
Were there ever any stars in the sky
Did the sun ever shine so bright?
Do you have any dreams I could borrow
Just to get me through the lonely night?
Is there anything left to hold on to
When the rivers wash it all away?
Is there anyone left to hold on to
Is there anything left I can say?
Say a prayer for the falling angels
Stem the tide of the rising waters
Toll a bell for the broken hearted
Burn a torch for your sons and daughters
The endless night has got a hold of me
Dark days are pulling me forward
And all the tears are washing over me
I'm crying, lost forever
In a future that ain't what it used to be
No more no more no more
It's like a storm that's never ending
It's like a shadow on the land and the sea
There's nothing so sad as
A tomorrow gone bad
The future ain't what it used to be
Some days I feel so numb and empty
And those would be the good days for me
Nothing gets to me now
Unless I'm thinking of how
The future ain't what it used to be
Is there anything left to hold on to
When the rivers wash it all away?
Is there anyone left to hold on to
Is there anything left I can say?
Say a prayer for the falling angels
Stem the tide of the rising waters
Toll a bell for the broken hearted
Burn a torch for your sons and daughters
The endless night has got a hold of me
Dark days are pulling me forward
And all the tears are washing over me
I'm crying, lost forever
In a future that ain't what it used to be
No more no more no more
The future just ain't what it used to be
It's never gonna be like it was
The future just ain't what it used to be
I wish it wouldn't come but it does
I wish it wouldn't come but it always does
Songwriters: Jim Steinman
 

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Cevapcici

Student
Dec 30, 2018
146
"damaged" by Assemblage 23 :

I am merely the product
Of the life that I've lived
An amalgam of sorrows
And the wisdom they give

But the weight has grown heavy
And it's dragging me down
It's so hard not to sink now
But I don't want to drown

I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed this far
But I don't know if I can find my way back home

I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed for now
But I don't think I can face this on my own

There is beauty in hardship
There are poems in grief
There are trials we must go through
Though they may shake our beliefs

But I don't know how I got here
Lost in the cynical dusk
Set adrift in the worry
That I've no one to trust
I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed this far
But I don't know if I can find my way back home

I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed for now
But I don't think I can face this on my own

If to suffer is holy
I'll take my share of the pain
I can swim through this sadness
If there's something to gain

I can reach for the surface
And try to pull myself free
But the last thing I want is
To drag you down here with me

I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed this far
But I don't know if I can find my way back home

I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed for now
But I don't think I can face this on my own
 
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sunny.sativa

sunny.sativa

organic
Apr 2, 2019
317
"...know my heart like gold but it break like glass,
Knowin shit get old when I act so young
Baby you so cold, never had no sun.."

Dang! –Mac Miller
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Turn your head and see the fields of flames
He carries along
From a distant place
He's on his way
He'll bring decay
(Don't move along
'Cause things they will go wrong
The end is getting closer day by day)
In shades of grey
We're doomed to face the night
Light's out of sight
Since we've reached the point of no return
We pray for starlight we wait for the moon
The sky is empty
Alone in the unknown
We're getting nowhere
We have been betrayed
By the wind and rain
The sacred hall's empty and cold
The sacrifice made
Should not be done in vain
Revenge will be taken by Rome
We live a lie
Under the dying moon
Pale-faced laughs doom
Indulges in delight
It's getting out of hand
The final curtain will fall
Hear my voice
There is no choice
There's no way out
You'll find out
We don't regret it
So many men have failed
But now he's gone
Go out and get it
The madman's head it
Shall be thyne
We don't regret it
That someone else dies hidden in disguise
Go out and get it
Orion's hound shines bright
Don't you think it's time to stop the chase
Around the ring
Just stop running running
Round the ring
Don't you know that fate has been decided by the gods
Feel the distance, distance
Out of reach
Welcome to the end
Watch your step, Cassandra
You may fall
As I've stumbled on the field
Sister mine
Death's a certain thing
Find myself in darkest places
Find myself drifting away
And the other world
The other world appears
Find myself she dies in vain
I cannot be freed
I'm falling down
As time runs faster
Moves towards disaster
The ferryman will wait for you
My dear
And then there was silence
Just a voice from other world
Like a leaf in an icy world
Memories will fade
Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright
The newborn child will carry ruin to the hall
The newborn's death would be a blessing to us all
Good choice?
Bad choice?
Out of there
You've chosen misery
Power and wisdom
You deny
Bad choice
War is the only answer
When love will conquer fear
So the judgement's been made to the fairest
The graceful says badly he fails
Warning
Fear the heat of passion, father king
Don't let him in
Don't let her in
Desire, lust, obsession
Death they'll bring
We can't get out
Once they are in
She's like the sunrise
Outshines the moon at night
Precious like starlight
She will bring in a murderous price
In darkness grows the seed of man's defeat
Jealousy
I can clearly see the end now
I can clearly see the end now
I can clearly see the end now
The thread of life is spun
The coin's been placed below my tongue
Never give up
Never give in
Be on our side
So we can win
Never give up
Never give in
Be on our side
Old moon's time is soon to come
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Nothing to lose
Like one we'll stand
We'll face the storm
Created by a man
Roar roar roar roar
Troy Troy Troy Troy
And as the lion
Slaughters man
I am the wolf
And you're the lamb
Hallowed Troy will fall
Round the walls
Faith is shattered bodies fall
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Nothing to lose
Like one we'll stand
It's all for one and one for all
We live for will be wiped out
I feel that something's wrong
Surprise, surprise they're gone
Full moon your time goes by
And new moon's still kept our of sight
We live we die
Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright
Roam in darkness
Spread the vision
We will be lost if you truly believe
Troy in darkness
There's a cold emptiness in our hearts
That they've gone away
And won't come back
They'll tear down the wall to bring it in
They'll truly believe in the lie, lie, lie
With blossoms they'll welcome
The old foe
The vision's so clear
When day and dream unite
The end is near
You better be prepared
The nightmare shall be over now
There's nothing more to fear
Come join in our singing
And dance with us now
The nightmare shall be over now
There's nothing more to fear
The war it is over forevermore
No hope
The blind leads the blind
Carry on
Though future's denied
Mare or stallion
There's far more inside
We are in at the kill we'll cheerfully die
Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright
Holy light shines on
So the judgement's been made
We're condemned though the trial's far ahead
The crack of doom
Father
Your handsome son is heading home
Heading home
Still the wind blows
Calm and silent
Carries news from a distant shore
Out of mind
Can't get it
Can't get it
Out of me head
Sorrow and defeat

yes this song is about 1 hour long and I love it
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Joy Division's entire catalog, but especially these:

Insight

Guess your dreams always end.
They don't rise up just descend,
But I don't care anymore,
I've lost the will to want more,
I'm not afraid not at all,
I watch them all as they fall,
But I remember when we were young.

Those with habits of waste,
Their sense of style and good taste,
Of making sure you were right,
Hey don't you know you were right?
I'm not afraid anymore,
I keep my eyes on the door,
But I remember...

Tears of sadness for you,
More upheaval for you,
Reflects a moment in time,
A special moment in time,
Yeah we wasted our time,
We didn't really have time,
But we remember when we were young.

And all God's angels beware,
And all you judges beware,
Sons of chance, take good care,
For all the people not there,
I'm not afraid anymore,
I'm not afraid anymore,
I'm not afraid anymore,
Oh, I'm not afraid anymore.

New Dawn Fades

A change of speed, a change of style.
A change of scene, with no regrets,
A chance to watch, admire the distance,
Still occupied, though you forget.
Different colours, different shades,
Over each mistakes were made.
I took the blame.
Directionless so plain to see,
A loaded gun won't set you free.
So you say.
We'll share a drink and step outside,
An angry voice and one who cried,
'We'll give you everything and more,
The strain's too much, can't take much more.'
I've walked on water, run through fire,
Can't seem to feel it anymore.
It was me, waiting for me,
Hoping for something more,
Me, seeing me this time,
Hoping for something else.

Isolation

In fear every day, every evening,
He calls her aloud from above,
Carefully watched for a reason,
Painstaking devotion and love,
Surrendered to self preservation,
From others who care for themselves.
A blindness that touches perfection,
But hurts just like anything else.

Isolation, isolation, isolation.

Mother I tried please believe me,
I'm doing the best that I can.
I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through,
I'm ashamed of the person I am.

Isolation, isolation, isolation.

But if you could just see the beauty,
These things I could never describe,
These pleasures a wayward distraction,
This is my one lucky prize.

Isolation, isolation, isolation...

Heart and Soul

Instincts that can still betray us,
A journey that leads to the sun,
Soulless and bent on destruction,
A struggle between right and wrong.
You take my place in the showdown,
I'll observe with a pitiful eye,
I'd humbly ask for forgiveness,
A request well beyond you and I.

Heart and soul, one will burn.
Heart and soul, one will burn.

An abyss that laughs at creation,
A circus complete with all fools,
Foundations that lasted the ages,
Then ripped apart at their roots.
Beyond all this good is the terror,
The grip of a mercenary hand,
When savagery turns all good reason,
There's no turning back, no last stand.

Heart and soul, one will burn.
Heart and soul, one will burn.

Existence well what does it matter?
I exist on the best terms I can.
The past is now part of my future,
The present is well out of hand.
The present is well out of hand.

Heart and soul, one will burn.
Heart and soul, one will burn.
One will burn, one will burn.
Heart and soul, one will burn.

Twenty Four Hours

So this is permanence, love's shattered pride.
What once was innocence, turned on its side.
A cloud hangs over me, marks every move,
Deep in the memory, of what once was love.

Oh how I realised how I wanted time,
Put into perspective, tried so hard to find,
Just for one moment, thought I'd found my way.
Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away.

Excessive flashpoints, beyond all reach,
Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep.
Let's take a ride out, see what we can find,
A valueless collection of hopes and past desires.

I never realised the lengths I'd have to go,
All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know.
Just for one moment, I heard somebody call,
Looked beyond the day in hand, there's nothing there at all.

Now that I've realised how it's all gone wrong,
Gotta find some therapy, this treatment takes too long.
Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway,
Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
I've made you in my own likeness and image
You're right, I'm vain/useless

(Translated from Russian) noize mc - what if God was one of us
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
463
You can swallow shotguns if you want to.
There are bullets in your paintings, if you want them.
There are hooks to hang your kill,
There are floodboards rising upwards,
And fields our fathers fled from,
And bedrooms we don't dare go to.
I would like a word with you!
I would like a word with you!

You can swallow shotguns if you want to,
And you can shed the lions from your songs.
Take the blankets off, show me under your clothes:
The tattoos you don't have, but believe me, your body knows.
You can swallow shotguns if you want to,
You can swallow shotguns if you want to.
It's your wedding day, your wedding day, say: yes
Aprons or rifles, anarchist?
Sleep in the slaughterhouses?
Quilts quiet made from our spit?
 
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Kringle's Curse

Kringle's Curse

Member
May 1, 2019
94
I've been dying all along
let me go where i belong
Get me drunk, bitch, get me high
Give me pills and let me vibe
When it's time just let me die
I'm so tired of this life.
 
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Josewantsaday

Josewantsaday

I wake up and you’re still dead
Apr 21, 2019
7
When I get a little scared
Of losing my teeth and losing my hair
You say, "Don't be scared, my friend
Death is a beginning, not an end."

Nicole Dollanganger - Don't be scared
 
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siren

siren

Member
Feb 6, 2019
12
"it keeps me awake at night
the realization that I might
be a drag
that no one wants to inhale"


Young and Doomed -by- Frank Iero and The Future Violents
 
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