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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Get your motor runnin'
Head out on the highway
Lookin' for adventure
And whatever comes our way
Yeah Darlin' go make it happen
Take the world in a love embrace
Fire all of your guns at once
And explode into space
I like smoke and lightning
Heavy metal thunder
Racin' with the wind
And the feelin' that I'm under
Yeah Darlin' go make it happen
Take the world in a love embrace
Fire all of your guns at once
And explode into space
Like a true nature's child
We were born, born to be wild
We can climb so high
I never wanna die
Born to be wild
Born to be wild
Get your motor runnin'
Head out on the highway
Lookin' for adventure
And whatever comes our way
Yeah Darlin' go make it happen
Take the world in a love embrace
Fire all of your guns at once
And explode into space
Like a true nature's child
We were born, born to be wild
We can climb so high
I never wanna die
Born to be wild
Born to be wild

Songwriters: Mars Bonfire
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
You and me
We sweat and strain
Body all aching
And wracked with pain
Tote that barge
Lift that bale
Get a little drunk
And you land in jail
I gets weary
Sick of trying
I'm tired of living
Feared of dying
But ol' man river
He's rolling along

Songwriters: Jerome Kern / Oscar Ii Hammerstein
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,837
"Life" by Des'ree:

I don't want to see a ghost,
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Well someone told me yesterday
That when you throw your love away
You act as if you just don't care
You look as if you're going somewhere
But I just can't convince myself
I couldn't live with no one else
And I can only play that part
And sit and nurse my broken heart
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
Now no one's knocked upon my door
For a thousand years or more
All made up and nowhere to go
Welcome to this one man show
Just take a seat they're always free
No surprise, no mystery
In this theater that I call my soul
I always play the starring role
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
Lonely, I'm so lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
Lonely, I'm so lonely
I feel so alone
I feel low
I feel so
Feel so low
I feel low, low
I feel low, low, low
I feel low, low, low
I feel low, low, low
I feel low, low, low
I feel low, low, low
Low, I feel low
I feel low
I feel low
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely, lonely, lonely, lone
Lone, lone, lone
I feel so lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
So lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely

Songwriters: Christopher Eaton / Gordon Sumner
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Come back in from the cold
You're playing the game but you're losing the soul
You're moving too fast, are you out of control?
You don't need the glitter, you're already gold

Come back in from the cold
You're living "the life" but you're playing a role
Whoa-oh-oh, don't act like nobody told ya!
You're already gold
 
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ctrl_alt_delete

r e p l i c a n t
Nov 14, 2018
222
One by one
One by one

All together, all alone
Places can not claim us home
Creed of love bars not our way
Singing shapeless as our day

Fishwives leave the gutters
Mothers leave their sons
While the curious men
With their curious smiles
Leave rejected in pairs

One by one

From action, not from fear
Count us well we're always here
Feeding stranger lusts in dark
Cornered each in alley park

Fishwives leave the gutters
Mothers leave their sons
While the curious men
With their curious smiles
Leave rejected in pairs

One by one

Harps of choruses fill the air
Mark of shame already there
Streamers flung against the wind
Cross our faces we have...

We have...
We have...
We have...
We have...
We have...
We have...
We have...

We have

~ Rozz Williams
 
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stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
I want you to know, that I am happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is he perverted like me?

Would he go down on you in a theater?
Does he speak eloquently
And would you have his baby?
I'm sure he'd make a really excellent father
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, no
And every time you speak his name
Does he know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
'Til you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know

Did you forget about me, Ms. Duplicity?
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face
How quickly I was replaced
And are you thinking of me when you fuck him ?
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, no
And every time you speak his name
Does he know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
'Til you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
'Cause the joke that you laid in the bed
That was me and I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes, and you know it
And every time I drag my balls
Down someone else's face I hope you feel it
Well, can you feel it?

And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Another losing hand has been played out
Another dream has turned to dust
Trying to keep myself believing
It never really meant that much
And I'm falling back
Like a barfly to the bottle
Way down into the black
Yeah I'm falling back
And nothing can touch me
'Cause I'm already gone
I don't have no explanation
For why the cards are so unkind
I've let go if every last illusion
That ever gave me peace of mind
And I'm falling back
Like a barfly to the bottle
Way down into the black
Yeah I'm falling back
And nothing can touch me
'Cause I'm already gone
I don't have no cause
No reason to be brave
Everything I used to stand for
Is buried in a shallow grave
Oh, it's such a waste
Oh, it's such a shame
To see the fields of Eden
Burning down in flames
And I'm falling back
Like a barfly to the bottle
Way down into the black
Yeah I'm falling back
And nothing can touch me
'Cause I'm already gone

Songwriters: Jonathon Allen. Song: Falling Back.
 
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J

JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
  1. Suicide Is Painless
    Manic Street Preachers
    Through early morning fog I see
    Visions of the things to be
    The pains that are withheld for me
    I realize and I can see

    That suicide is painless
    It brings on many changes
    And I can take or leave it if I please

    The game of life is hard to play
    I'm gonna lose it anyway
    The losing card I'll someday lay
    So this is all I have to say

    Suicide is painless (suicide)
    It brings on many changes (changes)
    And I can take or leave it if I please

    The sword of time will pierce our skins
    It doesn't hurt when it begins
    But as it works its way on in
    The pain grows stronger
    Watch it grin

    Suicide is painless
    It brings on many changes
    And I can take or leave it if I please

    A brave man once requested me
    To answer questions that are key
    Is it to be or not to be
    And I replied oh why ask me?

    Suicide is painless
    It brings on many changes
    And I can take or leave it if I please

    And you can do the same thing if you please.


 
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J

Jake88

Member
Jan 25, 2019
43
Mostly Kurt Cobaine.

"What else should I be?
All apologies
What else could I say?
Everyone is gay
What else could I write?
I don't have the right
What else should I be?
All apologies"

-All Apologies

"I'm so ugly, that's okay 'cause so are you"

"I'm so horny That's okay, my will is good"

- Lithium

"Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this"

-You know you're right

"Take your time
Hurry up
The choice is yours
Don't be late"

"And I swear that I don't have a gun
No, I don't have a gun
No, I don't have a gun"

- Come As You Are


"Load up on guns, bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over-bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, hello
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end"

All Kurt Cobaine for now.
 
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ctrl_alt_delete

r e p l i c a n t
Nov 14, 2018
222
Let your eyes walk on his tongue
His wife is dead, she doesn't see
Voices raised to emptiness
Arms reaching back to face the face

Children stand shut to the length of his waist
Dirt swept, we shiver with our mouths
To the ground, to the ground
Word dancers shout the dead language of thieves
"Dreams are omission, they fall deliberately"

They fall deliberately
They fall deliberately
They fall deliberately
They fall deliberately

Let the sky scream 'Suffocation'
If you can't move, you can't breathe
Breathe, breathe
Voices raised to emptiness

Arms reaching back to face
The face, the face, the face
You're just a face
You're just a face

Not me, dead girl
Dressed in white
This is not healthy
I, sanitation sin
It could be you, you, you
It could be you
It could be you

Mouth to mouth, face to face
To face to face to face
You can't get out
If you're already there

It's always been you
It's always been you
It's always been you
You, you

Rozz Williams, Face

 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Oh ain't it lonely
When you're livin' with a gun
Well you can't slow down and you can't turn 'round
And you can't trust anyone
You just sit there like a butterfly
And you're all encased in glass
You're so fragile you just may break
And you don't know who to ask
Oh ain't it lonely
When you're livin' with a gun
Well you can't slow down and you can't turn 'round
And you can't trust anyone
You just sit there like a butterfly
You're well protected by the glass
You're such a rare collector's item
When they throw away what's the trash
You can hang suspended from a star
Or wish on a toilet roll
You can just soak up the atmosphere
Like a fish inside a bowl
When the ghost comes round at midnight
Well you both can have some fun
He can drive you mad, he can make you sad
He can keep you from the sun
When they take him down, he'll be both safe and sound
And the hand does fit the glove
And no matter what they tell you,
There's good and evil in everyone

Songwriters: Van Morrison
 
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daemonblight

Member
Jun 26, 2018
82
If you desire
You can become
One of our bunch
Winx, if your hand is warm in mine
It will give us greater power
With a feeling we'll be sure-fire winners
Winx, with a smile you can enchant
You'll lighten up our world
With a feeling we can take flight, watch us
If you desire
You can become
One of our bunch
With a magic ray, the sky keeps on blazing
An adventure is certain to start in the stars
When I'm cloud-borne
I fly through time and space
I color my existence with my imagination
With my flight in heaven
Winx, if your hand is warm in mine
It will give us greater power
With a feeling we'll be sure-fire winners
Winx, we're the new kids on the block
We're each others dearest friends
With a feeling we can take flight, watch us
Winx, you're magical, Winx
And you roam through the stars
A powerful light ray
Under the sign of the Winx


From the tv show Winx Club, my favorite thing as a child. I especially love the "I color my existence with my imagination" part, it really resonates with me.
 
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Plankter

Plankter

欠陥人
Aug 14, 2018
174
Pink Guy - Help

I wake up in the mornings
Sinking halfway to the bottom
There's a loud distorted screaming in my soul
Everything is dark and empty
And I don't know how to fix it
So I curl up in a ball
And cry in the comfort of my home

I don't know why
I feel like shit
I say I'm fine but I'm not fine

I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings

I think there's something wrong with me
'Cause all I see is death
Everytime I go outside
I look like I've been doing meth
And I sleep for nineteen hours on a Thursday afternoon
And every now and then I cough up blood
And I don't know what to do

I don't know why
I feel like shit
I will not see a therapist
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
584
AngelMaker - "Into Oblivion"
"I have this dream where I'm in a field
Flowers and sunlight, a place so surreal
And I can see you standing just out of reach
And as I meet your embrace, you always sink beneath

(...)
But when the mind's still, there is no burden
(...)
As I wilt with the wind, my reflection is dying within
Longing to rid my body of decay, my blood runs cold
This grip around my neck tightens its hold
(...)
As I wither away, reality is haunting me
This body yearns to be free
Tilting on the verge of sanity, my mind is but calamity
This world will be the death of me
(...)
I long to sleep
The clock is ticking
I'm losing hope
I'm at the end of my fucking rope
I'm too tired now with every breath I choke
Into oblivion
I will now float (...)
Dances of this lucid dream are taunting me
Let the river take hold of me
(...)
And as my final breathe now leaves my chest,
All I feel is weightlessness
(...)
All I know is you're by my side, and now I can breathe,
For in a field of flowers I found blissful peace
"
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Mr Big
Free
I work hard everyday
Come rain or shine
And I don't need no one
To tell me 'bout a girl of mine
She's got so much love
And she saves it all for me
I would not be lying
That's the way it's got to be
So Mr. Big
You'd better watch out
When only you hang around me
Oh for you now
I will dig
A great big hole in the ground.
I don't care who you are
So don't explain
Just get out of here
And don't come back again
I don't want a thing from you
I don't want to give you nothing too
Get out of here
Before I lose my cool.
Mr. Big
Oh watch out
Baby and don't you hang around me
Oh for you now
I will dig
A great big hole in the ground.
So Mr. Big
You'd better watch out
When only you hang around me
Oh for you now
I will dig
A great big hole in the ground

Songwriters: Paul Francis Kossoff / Andy Fraser / Paul Bernard Rodgers / SIMON FREDERICK ST. GEORGE KIRKE
 
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Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Big man, pig man
Ha, ha, charade you are
You well heeled big wheel
Ha, ha, charade you are
And when your hand is on your heart
You're nearly a good laugh
Almost a joker
With your head down in the pig bin
Saying 'Keep on digging'
Pig stain on your fat chin
What do you hope to find
Down in the pig mine?
You're nearly a laugh
You're nearly a laugh
But you're really a cry
Bus stop rat bag
Ha, ha, charade you are
You fucked up old hag
Ha, ha, charade you are
You radiate cold shafts of broken glass
You're nearly a good laugh
Almost worth a quick grin
You like the feel of steel
You're hot stuff with a hatpin
And good fun with a hand gun
You're nearly a laugh
You're nearly a laugh
But you're really a cry
Hey you, Whitehouse
Ha, ha, charade you are
You house proud town mouse
Ha, ha, charade you are
You're trying to keep our feelings off the street
You're nearly a real treat
All tight lips and cold feet
And do you feel abused?
You got to stem the evil tide
And keep it all on the inside
Mary you're nearly a treat
Mary you're nearly a treat
But you're really a cry

Songwriters: Roger Waters
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts
He floats me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

Amy Winehouse- Wake Up Alone
 
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Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Cannibal Corpse - Hammer Smashed Face

Something inside me
It's, it's coming out
I feel like killing you
Let loose of the anger, held back too long
My blood runs cold

Through my anatomy, dwells another being
Rooted in my cortex, a servant to its bidding
Brutality now becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge's my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead

Eyes bulging from their sockets
With every swing of my mallet
I smash your fucking head in, until brains seep in
Through the cracks, blood does leak
Distorted beauty, catastrophe
Steaming slop, splattered all over me

Lifeless body, slouching dead
Lecherous abscess, where you once had a head

Avoiding the prophecy of my new found lust
You will never live again, soon your life will end
I'll see you die at my feet, eternally I smash your face
Facial bones collapse as I crack your skull in half

Crushing, cranial, contents

Draining the snot, I rip out the eyes
Squeezing them in my hands nerves are incised
Peeling the flesh off the bottom of my weapon
Involuntarily pulpifying facial regions

Suffer, and then you die
Torture, pulverized

At one with my sixth sense, I feel free
To kill as I please, no one can stop me

Created to kill, the carnage continues
Violently reshaping human facial tissue

Brutality becomes my appetite
Violence is now a way of life
The sledge's my tool to torture
As it pounds down on your forehead
 
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SkyBlue

Member
Dec 15, 2018
50
I was sitting in the Hollywood Hawaiian Hotel
I was listening to the air conditioner hum
It went Hmmmmmm, Hmmmmmmm, Hmmmhmmmmhmmmmmhmmmmmm [...]

Warren Zevon - Desperados Under The Eaves


---------------------

Your hair is a strawflower, that sings in the sun
My darling, my beautiful daughter
So went the dream of the drowned submariner
Cast away on the water

Mark Knopfler - The Dream Of The Drowned Submariner

---------------------

'Cause I didn't mean to hurt him
Coulda been somebody's son

Rihanna - Man Down
 
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NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,065
When we grew up and went to school
There were certain teachers who
Would hurt the children any way they could

By pouring their derision
Upon anything we did
Exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids

But in the town it was well known
When they got home at night,
Their fat and psychopathic wives
Would thrash them within inches of their lives
 
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Iman

Member
Jan 24, 2019
60
I'm emtpy; I'm numb
I'm running running running on
Empty, Im gone
So long; I long for anyone
I'm empty; I'm numb
I'm running running running on
Empty, I'm gone
So long; I long for anyone
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
Stigmata by Grandson

How do you get in
A mind-state to kill?
How do you get in
A mind-state to kill?
I need a fill
Violence to bust up
The silence for real
Traumatized thinking
To hide how I feel
The truth is alive and well
It's underground living
On the Wi-Fi still
Don't buy all the lies they sell
When the Black Hawk flies,
Heading right for the hills
They put a hole in the
Back of my head,
Called it suicide
Woke up with these holes
In my hands from the day
I was crucified
You decide if you wanna ride,
Can't stop us when we unified
I woke up with these holes
In my hands from the day
I was crucified
Stigmata!
There ain't no hero
To save the day
Figure to pave the way quicker
To stave another day
A way before we gotta pay
The grave digger
It's all up to us to deliver
I walk through the valley
With the snakes, they slither
The rain gets thicker and
The pain gets thickest
Who's gonna rise when
Sins prey the sinners?
The truth won't die,
But they pulled that trigger
They put a hole in the
Back of my head,
Called it suicide
Woke up with these holes
In my hands from the
Day I was crucified
You decide if
You wanna ride,
Can't stop us when we unified
I woke up with these holes
In my hands from the
Day I was crucified
Stigmata!
Burn me down
Shoot me bare
Watch me drown
I don't care
Drag your nails
Cross my mind
Still I walk sanctified
(The truth won't die when
They pull that trigger!
Stigmata
The truth won't die when
They pull that trigger!)
They put a hole in the
Back of my head,
Called it suicide
I woke up with these holes
In my hands from the day
I was crucified
You decide if
You wanna ride,
Can't stop us
When we unified
They put a hole in
The back of my head,
Called it suicide
Stigmata!




Fallin (Temptation)
Grandson
They told me the point
Was to get it
But nobody told me
What does it do if I got it
Chasing the high,
Now my card has imported
The greatest narcotics
One day I know I'll regret it
Been numb to the pain, they sip it,
They hit it, they pop it
Every day I'm trying to top it
Told me to stop it, changing the topic
Checking the like and the follow
It's feeling the same
As down in the Vicodin bottle
Living it like they're tomorrow
Living this life, but it's hollow, fuck
Grin like I'm wild, unstable
Life on the road has
All of my demons enabled
Breaking it down on the table
Be careful, though, it can be fatal
I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
I said it was the last time, last time
Wake me up, I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
I said it was the last time, last time
Pushed her away, then I lost her
In the DM a stranger
But the dangerous scared
Her off
All this self loathing I foster
Mirror reflects an imposter
Swipe up and go through the motion
Obsessively posting,
Can't seem to live in the moment
I'm just a drop in the ocean
Everything's fine, no emotions
The bank doesn't
Mind all the tattoos
'Cause the cash rules
But it isn't fulfilling as fast food
And your worth
Dripping past you
I'm coming with you,
I'm gonna outlast you
Temptation telling
Me don't let it in
Told it I'm leaving,
I'm chasing the sin
The only thing I learnt
From letting it win
Is never again
(Never again)
I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
I said it was the last time, last time
Wake me up, I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
Fallin', ai, ai, ai
I said it was the last time, last time
I said it was the last time, last time
But I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
I'm fallin', ai, ai, ai
I'm fallin'
I, I said it was the last time, last time
Fuck it, now I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I am fallin'
Ai, ai, ai
I am fallin'
Fallin'
I said it was the last time, last time


Overdose by Grandson

I was higher than the nosebleed, I
I turn up 'til my nose bleed, I
Blacked out in the black car
I was trying to feel like a rockstar, but

I can't just do one now, no
I've been way too numb now
I'm living on the run now
Oh I gotta get out of this town somehow

'Cause the bad's been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane living, it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change

'Cause the bad's been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane living, it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change

'Cause the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work

I couldn't find the fill again, I
Couldn't seem to kill the pain, I
I was living in the moment
Searching for a little serotonin

But, this shit ain't so fun now
I, can't tell what the come down
I've been living on the run now
Oh I gotta get out of this town somehow

'Cause the bad's been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane living, it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change

'Cause the bad's been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane living, it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change

'Cause the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Woo, woo, woo, woo

Overdose, overdose, overdose
Overdose, overdose, overdose
All fun and games 'til I hit the floor comatose
Overdose, all fun and games 'til I hit the floor comatose
Overdose, overdose, all fun and games 'til I hit the floor comatose
Overdose
 
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Kazilium

Member
Feb 24, 2019
74
Cuco - "Lover Is A Day"

Time changed
We're different
But my mind still says redundant things
Can I not think?
Will you love this part of me
My lover is a day I can't forget
Furthering my distance from you
Realistically I can't leave now
But I'm okay as long as you
Keep me from going crazy
Keep me from going crazy

Straight up ahead
You'll find a sign that says you can't get by with a lie
But if I stayed away by a thread from the glory path and made my life harder lying bout the stupid shit I say
Then you wouldn't know a single thing about how I feel about you and all those really dumb things people feel
I'll take the bumpy road it'll probably break my legs
As long as I don't show you what's ruining in my head
Funny thing about is you read me pretty well
But you haven't found me yet at the bottom of the well
Annoying you with smoke signals asking you for help
'cause your immediate presence lifts me straight away from hell

Me and Mr. Heart we say the cutest things about you
How you seem unreal and we'd probably die so quick without you
Suffocated from the radiated air around us full of happiness we don't have brightness gone so dark without you girl

Time changed
We're different
But my mind still says redundant things
Can I not think
Will you love this part of me
My lover is a day I can't forget
Furthering my distance from you
Realistically I can't leave now
But I'm okay as long as you
Keep me from going crazy
Keep me from going crazy

Family calls me crazy and my friends say I'm degenerate
But you tell me I'm so generous and my self worth isn't hideous
This psychedelic canvas or the person I'm becoming
Went from horror movie on TV to happy ending princess me
Processing the information transferred from your mind to me at light speed like the Falcon from the original Star Wars trilogy
Feeling like a free ol' me when I was 6 and no worries would stop me from reaching the stars million miles away from me
Sick in the head for you and no cure has been discovered like a plague hitting my body except if I fall I'm just fallin' for you
Conscious beyond knowledge alterations are acknowledged, and the beauty you've inflicted is always in its action
Lovely day today, perfect time to open up to you
But I know that you're having fun wouldn't wanna mess this up for you
But I'm happy that you're happy and at least I do that much for you
Always glad you're with me this emotion will be gone before you know

Time changed
We're different
But my mind still says redundant things
Can I not think
Will you love this part of me
My lover is a day I can't forget
Furthering my distance from you
Realistically I can't leave now
But I'm okay as long as you
Keep me from going crazy
Keep me from going crazy

Time changed
We're different
But my mind still says redundant things
Can I not think
Will you love this part of me
My lover is a day I can't forget
Furthering my distance from you
Realistically I can't leave now
But I'm okay as long as you
Keep me from going crazy
Keep me from going crazy
 
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Walilamdzi

.
Mar 21, 2019
1,700
There are countless ones, but some lines spring to mind:

"crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best" Say Yes - Elliott Smith

"so please forgive what I have done,
no you can't stay mad at the setting sun
'cause we all get tired, I mean eventually,
there's nothing left to do but sleep" No Lies, Just Love - Bright Eyes

"I'm just an animal looking for a home and
share the same space for a minute or two" This Must Be The Place - Talking Heads
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Stop thinking of this as being money
It's just money, I'mma make more
No, no no no no no
Please decondition yourself
It's not just money
It's happiness
It's the difference between happy, being happy and sad
It's the difference between having a home and living on the streets
That's what it is, it's not just money
It's so much more than that
Right now it's the difference between you being able to go to a prom
And disappointing a girl
As I told you from the beginning, I don't have money
I have bills to pay, but that meant nothing to you
Absolutely nothing
Let's see, I have
Ooh yeah, I'mma make myself a hot link when I get home
It meant nothing to you
Saving my seven dollars

Channel Orange - Frank Ocean
 
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TheFinalCountdown

Student
Mar 25, 2019
136
I wish if only, but if only is a wish too late

Cut here - The Cure
 
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