Method Farewell! (SN)

[kkslider]

Today's the day! I'll be taking SN at approximately 2:30 PM EST.

I'm going to be updating the thread with symptoms, thoughts, etc. I am sort of nervous, so I'd appreciate company lol. I put my regimen in the previous thread. I'll be using exclusively OTC meds.

I wanted to fast this morning, but I ended up eating some grapes haha. Hopefully they're light enough that they won't interfere.

Question though, I plan on leaving a note stressing to the police who will be called to the scene explaining that I was not coerced into this, to ensure that they do not cause any trouble for my family. I know they have to do an investigation as suicide is considered an "unnatural death" in the states. Will they go through my phone and laptop? Not really concerned with anything "bad" on there, just curious.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I'm here with you,friend. I watched your yesterday's thread and was waiting for you. I wish you a successful and comfortable passage

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[kkslider]

I'm here with you,friend. I watched your yesterday's thread and was waiting for you. I wish you a successful and comfortable passage

Thank you )

 

[Wrennie]

Such a sweet kitten. I'm so sorry you've been driven to this. We're all here for you and won't leave you on your own.

 

[kkslider]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

Thank you! Btw, I've been lurking since August or so and I always see you being supportive and kind towards everyone. You're a good person :)

Such a sweet kitten. I'm so sorry you've been driven to this. We're all here for you and won't leave you on your own.

Thank you, this means a lot to me

 

[liberty_222]

Wishing you all the best love
I'll be following your thread while you update.

 

[healthrecovery]

Have a good reincarnation bro

 

[kkslider]

(also, i'm on mobile, is there a way to react with the hugs/hearts? i feel like liking the comments isn't really doing them justice lol)

 

[liberty_222]

Press on the like button it'll give you react emojis

(also, i'm on mobile, is there a way to react with the hugs/hearts? i feel like liking the comments isn't really doing them justice lol)

Press on the like button it'll give you react emojis

Long press*

 

[dyingalone123]

Awws bye kkslider. Don't afraid to come back if you change your mind

 

[kkslider]

Press on the like button it'll give you react emojis


Long press*

Thank you!!!

 

[Death is beautiful]

(also, i'm on mobile, is there a way to react with the hugs/hearts? i feel like liking the comments isn't really doing them justice lol)

Yes, just hold down the like button

 

[Helpless77]

Have a safe journey. Godspeed

 

[Need2Escape]

We are here wishing you all the best in your desires. Safe Travels.

 

[Wrennie]

Are you still with us kkslider? No pressure - I just want to make sure if you're doing okay
(or as "okay" as one can be in this situation. I know it's agonizing )

 

[kkslider]

Are you still with us kkslider? No pressure - I just want to make sure if you're doing okay
(or as "okay" as one can be in this situation. I know it's agonizing )

I am here! Just started my regimen, feeling pretty calm. I've done this whole setup thing before, but once I actually mixed the SN and had everything ready I got anxious and put it off. It is a scary thing! But I feel I am much more at peace with the decision now. I feel that I have burdened those I love for long enough, they don't deserve to be shackled to a liability like me. I hope that my afterlife is pleasant. Thank you so much for checking in with me, I'll probably be more active now, about 1 1/2 hour to go :,)

 

[healthrecovery]

Maybe put up some nice music

 

[Wrennie]

I am here! Just started my regimen, feeling pretty calm. I've done this whole setup thing before, but once I actually mixed the SN and had everything ready I got anxious and put it off. It is a scary thing! But I feel I am much more at peace with the decision now. I feel that I have burdened those I love for long enough, they don't deserve to be shackled to a liability like me. I hope that my afterlife is pleasant. Thank you so much for checking in with me, I'll probably be more active now, about 1 1/2 hour to go :,)

I am grateful you've been able to find some semblance of serenity. It pains me to hear that you view yourself as a liability but I'm literally exactly the same way so it would be hypocritical of me to say not to think that way, since it's involuntary on our end.

I pray that your remaining time here is devoid of any pain

 

[dustbiter]

We're here with you! :3

 

[Dead Meat]

I want to wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey @kkslider and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility

 

[kkslider]

Ahhh 1 hour to go!! My stomach kind of hurts from taking meds on an empty stomach, but I can manage. Playing pokémon lol. I've set up all my notes and stuff. I'll be alone for about an hour so I hopefully will pass in that time in case I vomit/grunt really loudly or something

 

[dyingalone123]

Ugh :( life is so unfair. I hope when I pass - if there's another world - I'll get to play Pokémon with you too. I don't know when I'll go.

 

[kkslider]

Ugh :( life is so unfair. I hope when I pass - if there's another world - I'll get to play Pokémon with you too. I don't know when I'll go.

Hahaha sounds nice! I hope the next life is pleasant and welcoming for all of us :,)

Though I'll definitely beat you, my Empoleon and I are unstoppable >:)
Tagamet makes my stomach ache… but I'm feeling kind of sleepy. I have low BP naturally so when I fast it gets even lower. Hopefully that makes things easier!

 

[healthrecovery]

Anticipation is cutting

 

[kkslider]

I am grateful you've been able to find some semblance of serenity. It pains me to hear that you view yourself as a liability but I'm literally exactly the same way so it would be hypocritical of me to say not to think that way, since it's involuntary on our end.

I pray that your remaining time here is devoid of any pain

Thank you so so much! I hope you are able to find peace as well.

Btw, Higurashi ftw lol.

 

[Bxbrowler]

Today's the day! I'll be taking SN at approximately 2:30 PM EST.

I'm going to be updating the thread with symptoms, thoughts, etc. I am sort of nervous, so I'd appreciate company lol. I put my regimen in the previous thread. I'll be using exclusively OTC meds.

I wanted to fast this morning, but I ended up eating some grapes haha. Hopefully they're light enough that they won't interfere.

Question though, I plan on leaving a note stressing to the police who will be called to the scene explaining that I was not coerced into this, to ensure that they do not cause any trouble for my family. I know they have to do an investigation as suicide is considered an "unnatural death" in the states. Will they go through my phone and laptop? Not really concerned with anything "bad" on there, just curious.

How is everthing going.....i know this can be a very scarrey process

 

[kkslider]

How is everthing going.....i know this can be a very scarrey process

Luckily I have done this whole thing before, without a thread or anything, and ended up putting it off due to anxiety or an excuse. But I'm hoping with this thread, I won't feel so alone. I feel calm now!
Took the diphenhydramine! All that's left now is the SN. Man, all these meds hurt my stomach (thanks anorexia).

 

[Bxbrowler]

Luckily I have done this whole thing before, without a thread or anything, and ended up putting it off due to anxiety or an excuse. But I'm hoping with this thread, I won't feel so alone. I feel calm now!
Took the diphenhydramine! All that's left now is the SN. Man, all these meds hurt my stomach (thanks anorexia).

I Wish you the best of luck on your journey....i dont have much computer time, but if I can I will try my best to check up on you....always remember no matter who you are there is always some one out there in this world that loves you.....even a complete stranger and even if you change your mind again there is nothing wrong with that