SofterSoftest

SofterSoftest

Student
Dec 30, 2021
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i see.. i had taken cocaine and ketamine
Cocaine does speed up human metabolism, and enough of the drug can stay in your system that your urine tests positive for up to three days, so that might have been another factor.

I know that users in the past have failed SN because they did things as benign as mix the SN with orange juice instead of water, so it might very well be that your use of an antioxidant and stimulant - relatively close to CTB - might have interacted with the SN. Either way, I'm really sorry this happened, OP. I recommend that you follow up with a doctor to run a full panel blood test so that you look into any effects the SN might have had on your organs. You can say that you accidentally ingested SN if you are not comfortable disclosing everything.
 
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Teenytiny

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Feb 1, 2022
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I had a failed attempt with it too hun but becareful on here if you write anything about any failed attempts you will get verbal attacks and people insisting your lying and a troll
It just adds to the pain honestly and I guess they'll just see for themselves when they attempt it
Honestly if I could get a gone I feel like that's the only guaranteed method I'm currently trying vsed I'm on day two but it's not easy I dunno I have the self control to see it through
 
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idkanymore21

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is it possible that i mixed it too much? i dont even know anymore... just trying to get to the bottom of this. i had to mix quite a lot for a good 5 or more minutes until it was all fully dissolved because otherwise it was jut like crystallised salt stuck to the bottom of the glass..
 
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Talvikki

VIKKI
Nov 18, 2021
806
is it possible that i mixed it too much? i dont even know anymore... just trying to get to the bottom of this. i had to mix quite a lot for a good 5 or more minutes until it was all fully dissolved because otherwise it was jut like crystallised salt stuck to the bottom of the glass..

SN is very soluble in water. It is different from normal salt.

 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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SN is very soluble in water. It is different from normal salt.


so i shouldnt have been having to mix for so long for it to dissolve...
i am going to order again and try again as i am so desperate. i have no more domperidone left though so does anyone know how much buccastem i should take when i try this time? as that is the only AE I have access to now
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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here is the tiny remainder that is left in the bag... can people confirm this doesnt look like SN?
I think they meant prescription drugs
no we were discussing illegal drugs. as for prescription i had stated that i had taken 50mg sertraline
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
806
View attachment 93597
here is the tiny remainder that is left in the bag... can people confirm this doesnt look like SN?

no we were discussing illegal drugs. as for prescription i had stated that i had taken 50mg sertraline
That's not SN

This is SN
149000 3D2C938F D4E5 4527 BFCC 0B7BD5A60BB3
 
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Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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View attachment 93597
here is the tiny remainder that is left in the bag... can people confirm this doesnt look like SN?

no we were discussing illegal drugs. as for prescription i had stated that i had taken 50mg sertraline
No, you do not have SN. Your friend TeenyTiny also purchased SN from IC and claims to have failed as well. You should reach out.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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Cocaine does speed up human metabolism, and enough of the drug can stay in your system that your urine tests positive for up to three days, so that might have been another factor.

I know that users in the past have failed SN because they did things as benign as mix the SN with orange juice instead of water, so it might very well be that your use of an antioxidant and stimulant - relatively close to CTB - might have interacted with the SN. Either way, I'm really sorry this happened, OP. I recommend that you follow up with a doctor to run a full panel blood test so that you look into any effects the SN might have had on your organs. You can say that you accidentally ingested SN if you are not comfortable disclosing everything.
Afaik Sertraline (Quetiapine) slows gastric emptying.
I.e. it takes longer for the SN to enter your colon where most of it would need to be absorbed.

However I can't imagine this being the only reason why this didn't work. In the end they would have still had a large dose absorbed via stomach lining and since the OP didn't throw up… just so strange.
No, you do not have SN. Your friend TeenyTiny also purchased SN from IC and claims to have failed as well. You should reach out.
TeenyTiny failed apparently because they threw up most of it and had known stomach issues.

This is all very strange.
That's not SN

This is SN
View attachment 93599
Hey @Soon i will be gone
Is this from the same source?
I haven't opened mine yet (would like to keep it sealed, only have a single bag), but may order a second to be able to spoil one for testing.
 
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SofterSoftest

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Dec 30, 2021
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View attachment 93597
here is the tiny remainder that is left in the bag... can people confirm this doesnt look like SN?

no we were discussing illegal drugs. as for prescription i had stated that i had taken 50mg sertraline
From the little that I've seen, this looks like sodium nitrAte (as opposed to SN). Can others weigh in?
 
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Talvikki

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Afaik Sertraline (Quetiapine) slows gastric emptying.
I.e. it takes longer for the SN to enter your colon where most of it would need to be absorbed.

However I can't imagine this being the only reason why this didn't work. In the end they would have still had a large dose absorbed via stomach lining and since the OP didn't throw up… just so strange.

TeenyTiny failed apparently because they threw up most of it and had known stomach issues.

This is all very strange.

Hey @Soon i will be gone
Is this from the same source?
I haven't opened mine yet (would like to keep it sealed, only have a single bag), but may order a second to be able to spoil one for testing.
Yes, it's not my sn. It's from a member of this site.
 
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CrazyHorse

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May 9, 2022
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From the little that I've seen, this looks like sodium nitrAte (as opposed to SN). Can others weigh in?
Mine is like yellow second pic from soon I will be gone, just opened and checked
 
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Cali101

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May 23, 2022
61
IC doesnt even have nitrate for sale on their website. Does this mean they arent storing it properly and their nitrite product is turning into nitrate?
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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IC doesnt even have nitrate for sale on their website. Does this mean they arent storing it properly and their nitrite product is turning into nitrate?
I doubt it. It takes years to turn into Nitrate and it doesn't all turn into Nitrate at once.
Thank you!

😳 damn… now I wonder what's in my little package. This is the WORST KinderSurprise ever!
You can open your package to check the contents. It won't hurt, you can seal it right back up. Honestly, if I were you, to ease my mind, I would open it and check it out.
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
581
I'll have to dig mine back out when I'm home alone, but I'm pretty sure that mine looked more whitish than yellowish, but the aquarium test strip showed strong Nitrite.

Here is a picture I found on a webpage that shows the nitrite as white (though further down the description does say 'yellowish white'):
https://www.chemistrylearner.com/sodium-nitrite.html

If I go to Google Images and look for sodium nitrite, there are pictures labeled 'nitrite' that look white to me.
 
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Cali101

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May 23, 2022
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Unless I missed it in the thread it doesnt look like Op did the aquarium test. Isnt this the easiest way to figure this out, kinda odd this wasnt done prior to a 2nd attempt..
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Just order more ... I can't believe this thread is still going lol sorry
View attachment 93597
here is the tiny remainder that is left in the bag... can people confirm this doesnt look like SN?

no we were discussing illegal drugs. as for prescription i had stated that i had taken 50mg sertraline
That looks like crushed up Epsom salt
 
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VileLiquid

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May 24, 2020
16
I'm sorry for whatever went wrong, but grateful for the open dialogue this has caused.

I have been reading and researching so many things here lately that my brain is mush. Could someone message me about what IC stands for? I feel like I should have come across this as SN was going to be my previous method but now I'm leaning towards N.

Thinking of you OP. I hope you find peace in whatever way you look for it.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Just order more ... I can't believe this thread is still going lol sorry

That looks like crushed up Epsom salt
I'm almost positive that's Epsom salt.
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
581
I have been reading and researching so many things here lately that my brain is mush. Could someone message me about what IC stands for? I feel like I should have come across this as SN was going to be my previous method but now I'm leaning towards N.
SN is still a perfectly viable method. It appears that the OP's SN may not really be SN. If you purchase such, it is easy enough to do an aquarium test before you try to use it. If you are in the US, SN is cheap enough that if you happen to end up with the wrong stuff, you aren't even out much money.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Epsom salt has a bitter taste
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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Just order more ... I can't believe this thread is still going lol sorry

That looks like crushed up Epsom salt
i did..
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
Could IC be selling fake SN?
It's strange how IC is still around despite people supposedly CTB with their SN before, perhaps the feds took over their site and just send fake SN to people
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That's not SN

This is SN
View attachment 93599
Now this looks light yellow and fluffy... Comparable to other pics of SN. The OPs bag looks like salt crystals (even though it is a salt). I think anyone who has SN from IC should double check what theirs look like and compare it to these pics just to be sure. If you don't want to open the package because fear of losing potency that's your prerogative. But if it's the only source you have and you plan on using it, I think it's wise to check it. Just make sure you close it up well and place it in a very airtight container.
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
There is a more accurate test called an aquarium test that you can get online to check the purity- they are maybe $20 or so.
Are you referring to the aquarium test where you add reagents to a specific concentration of SN and then match the color change to a chart? Or are you referring to the aquarium test that's outlined in many places on this site - adding SN to bottled water then test with test strips?
 
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