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idkanymore21
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- Mar 29, 2022
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Took the photo on my phone and airdropped it to my laptopYou told me the picture of your SN was on your laptop. Just curious as to why it wouldn't be uploaded straight your phone and it was on your laptop? Did you take it from your laptop or something?
Directly from the sourceI am curious if OP got it directly from the source or if they purchased it from a user.
I weigh 54kg and yes used gramsHow much do you weigh OP?
Your weight determines how much you need to take.
However, 20gm (are you sure you used grams and not milligrams) should do it for most people.
So assuming you're average weight and you used grams and not milligrams, then it would suggest your SN is not SN.
I 100% drank the whole drink, I was tired but still very much with it. And I ordered directly from ICIIRC, the founder of IC might have a personal investment in making CTB available to consenting adults, so if they receive a message in code (e.g., "I am aware that one of your clients used your SN but it did not achieve its intended outcome - can you please confirm the purity of your SN?"), they would probably respond. I would contact them, but the last thing I want is more of a papertrail after my N disaster.
Personally, I'm leaning toward two hypotheses:
1) OP was drowsy when she took the SN and did not take the full drink. I know she says she woke up to find the glass empty, but 50 ml is actually a very small quantity of liquid and most of it can evaporate in a period of 10-11 hours.
2) OP received the SN from a source other than IC - i.e., a SS user who claimed to have SN from IC and shipped it to them directly.
I guarantee I'm not fibbing. I'm desperate to find a way out as much as the rest of us, so I turned to this forum hoping to find some understanding of what could've gone wrong :(I agree.
Repeating #1 twice in a row would be quite unusual though, no?
And even if only 10 g were ingested there would be more than just diarrhea happening, right?
#2 is most likely IMO.
Or of course #3: the OP is fibbing. (But I prefer to believe a potential victim)
Thank you for understanding that being accused of lying about this is really not what I need :(I agree with you on all fronts. Yes, OP repeating #1 twice would be highly unlikely, making #2 much more possible. The third possibility has crossed my mind, but like you, I'm really afraid of accusing someone of deception when they might be going through the worst time of their life. This situation is just so strange and it is (admittedly) causing me a great deal of anxiety.
I'm not sure what to say to the accusations of lying. I'm so broken mentally after this failing twice I really hope people can be a bit more understanding and I have no clue why on earth id lie about thisI'm a very cynical and untrusting person. My issue. But there can only be one of two things going on: a company with a good reputation on the line is not being ethical or the OP isn't. Scientifically, her reaction to SN is a complete anomaly and implausible. Commercially, whoever IC is, knowing what their product is being used for, has too much to lose by allowing a one-off mislabeling to occur.
Again, this is my issue and my two cents' worth. I'm not judging - I have no reason to presume anyone's motives for anything. But it looks like a spade and I'm calling it.
From IC directlyIC only sells one single item packaged in this kind of foil bag though. Everything else comes in brand name boxes, as you would see in a supermarket.
It is virtually impossible to "mix up" a brand name box of household salt with an aluminum foil bag that is filled from a large container of SN in a lab environment.
Would be nice to hear from the OP where she got the product from. But she hasn't been online - at least not with this account - since yesterday.
No there were no serious side effects except for pretty bad diarrhoeaI hope OP didn't end up in the hospital with liver failure that developed after taking the wrong chemical, whatever it might have been. Since apparently IC has been a reliable source in the past, unless further information comes in about what happened I would not worry about sn from IC because there are simply too many unanswered questions about this incident. OP has not been a regular participant and has only ever started two threads here, one asking for sources and this one, as far as I can tell. Speculation seems hopeless and risky.
I just had to pull myself together after those two failures so was busy getting wasted out of my mind in order to distract myself. I don't know what to say anymore :( I wouldn't waste mine and everyone else's time making something up like this. Not sure what else to say to convince everyoneI wonder what the OP actually took, it could make her really poorly thats why she hasn't been on.
I'm not convinced by the whole thing really, but don't want to think badly of the OP....
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The item was fully sealed until my first attemptbYes, investigate is what we are trying to do.
We have established that she used 20g the first night. She now took the remainder and it still didn't work.
Was the item opened when it arrived and deteriorated since then?
Has anyone else received a shipment during the same time and can they test the product?
We have one user who successfully CTBd in May, likely same batch. So why the issues now?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/failed-sn-not-sure-why.92077/post-1627834
Wow reading all of these comments is hurting me, I'm so desperate to get out of this horrific life and I understand people are sceptical because it is so confusing. But this is really a lot to read :(i am just saying maybe this person is full of shit, we have to allow for that possibility, and if it is a legitamate concern i apologize.
I really appreciate thisYes, i got that. And I would like us not to pile on a potential victim who just tried to CTB unsuccessfully and is likely in a very vulnerable position right now.
I was using this site on my laptop so just wanted to attach it there so I airdropped it … not that complicatedOP said ne a picture. Said "
i have a picture on my laptop to send but i cant seem to find a way to attach it" maybe I'm making a deal out of nothing but I'm trying to figure out why it was on there why they couldn't just take one from their phone. Maybe being a bit to skeptical.
Thank youYes.
I realize that there is a certain motivation here towards discrediting the OP, however, some of us do not operate from our phones. I do not use this forum on my phone. In fact, I do very FEW things from my phone. If I for some reason wished to post a picture from my phone onto the forum, then I would move the picture from my phone to my computer via bluetooth. Anyone using the forum on the computer will have to figure out how to go about attaching pictures, which may not be easy for a person having cognitive issues from meds or their illness(es) or lack of sleep or whatever.
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