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donwhitman

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May 12, 2024
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As soon as you are born , you are on the road to death. So what's the point. ? Zero .Nothing you do now has an impact . It's a meaningless journey.

The pro lifers will say , you give life meaning , wtf does that mean ? Humping some worthless job to pay never ending bills? And if you are fortunate to succeed and be financially independent, it's just material bullshit which you will eventually get bored of . At the end your body will breakdown and no amount of money can save you from the suffering of old age .

Not to mention the leeches and bloodsuckers who befriend you if they find out you are wealthy .

Do something good , they say .. the universe has no concept of good or bad … it's just indifference.

I want to do something good : if I had the power I would end this planet and the suffering of existence for good !
 
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milkfloralblackberr

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Jun 30, 2026
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i was thinking something similar too. Death being the only option gives me hope to think that there is something beyond living, something that isn't just in our imagination. Doesn't it scare you knowing what will happen when you die? Are you really 100% sure about what will happen?
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
344
For some it's a beauty for other it's a nightmare. That's life
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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As soon as you are born , you are on the road to death. So what's the point. ? Zero .Nothing you do now has an impact . It's a meaningless journey.

The pro lifers will say , you give life meaning , wtf does that mean ? Humping some worthless job to pay never ending bills? And if you are fortunate to succeed and be financially independent, it's just material bullshit which you will eventually get bored of . At the end your body will breakdown and no amount of money can save you from the suffering of old age .

Not to mention the leeches and bloodsuckers who befriend you if they find out you are wealthy .

Do something good , they say .. the universe has no concept of good or bad … it's just indifference.

I want to do something good : if I had the power I would end this planet and the suffering of existence for good !
I agree life is meaningless suffering and extreme torture

the worst pain outweighs the meaningless fleeting pleasurable garbage by a billion times
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,212
Existing truly is just dreadful, futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, what is so dreadful is how humans impose this existence and cause all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it at all. To exist really is an abomination and there could never be anything desirable about existing no matter what, existence really is the problem and I find it so horrible how a human can suffer for so long just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.
 
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donwhitman

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May 12, 2024
75
Im not scared if I didn't exist because I won't exist to know I don't exist . I also never existed an eternity before I existed.

What I am scared of is this horrible meaningless existence .

I pray every night that I won't wake up when I go to sleep.

People say what about god , etc . What god will
make his creations go through such suffering?

Hell? Existence is hell!
 
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