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sadee
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- May 3, 2026
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i was planning on ctb on june 20 bc it's the death anniv of my cat but I don't have enough money to buy SN and god knows when will it arrive. i don't want to try/do other methods :(((
if i know planning to ctb is this hard i wouldve done the preparation sooner. it's so annoying i want to cry. i already imagined everything, I'll js have to buy SN but i didnt realize it would be rly hard to access and much much pricey (in my case coz I'm a student and from asia) it's so annoying!!!!!
being poor sucks bec I'm scared of ordering SN bc it might be a scam or even the idea of me spending lots of money... my family can use it to buy their necessities once I'm gone
not posting for pity btw,, js venting (i said this to assure myself that no one would think of me as weird bc of this post)
if i know planning to ctb is this hard i wouldve done the preparation sooner. it's so annoying i want to cry. i already imagined everything, I'll js have to buy SN but i didnt realize it would be rly hard to access and much much pricey (in my case coz I'm a student and from asia) it's so annoying!!!!!
being poor sucks bec I'm scared of ordering SN bc it might be a scam or even the idea of me spending lots of money... my family can use it to buy their necessities once I'm gone
not posting for pity btw,, js venting (i said this to assure myself that no one would think of me as weird bc of this post)