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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside đź’ś
Jul 19, 2026
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I've ordered SN, the order isn't sent yet but it's processing and paid for (fingers crossed), and Im thinking I will pay for a hotel room to stay in for one day to be able to go through with it
I heard the taste is abhorrent so I should keep a hard candy nearby to suck on after or in between sips, and I have medication that makes me drowsy and sleepy (quietapine)
I was wondering if I prepare multiple glasses of it if it is absolutely necessary for me to have a strong anti emetic? I might do it without it, and put my phone somewhere hard to reach so I don't call for help without noticing when I go into panic.. It should go well, I think, given everything I've read
My only issue now is finding money for the hotel room haha, which is a pain
 
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