Method Saying my plan in case someone gives feedback

[fluorescentpearl]

I've ordered SN, the order isn't sent yet but it's processing and paid for (fingers crossed), and Im thinking I will pay for a hotel room to stay in for one day to be able to go through with it
I heard the taste is abhorrent so I should keep a hard candy nearby to suck on after or in between sips, and I have medication that makes me drowsy and sleepy (quietapine)
I was wondering if I prepare multiple glasses of it if it is absolutely necessary for me to have a strong anti emetic? I might do it without it, and put my phone somewhere hard to reach so I don't call for help without noticing when I go into panic.. It should go well, I think, given everything I've read
My only issue now is finding money for the hotel room haha, which is a pain

 

[mekhi]

I've ordered SN, the order isn't sent yet but it's processing and paid for (fingers crossed), and Im thinking I will pay for a hotel room to stay in for one day to be able to go through with it
I heard the taste is abhorrent so I should keep a hard candy nearby to suck on after or in between sips, and I have medication that makes me drowsy and sleepy (quietapine)
I was wondering if I prepare multiple glasses of it if it is absolutely necessary for me to have a strong anti emetic? I might do it without it, and put my phone somewhere hard to reach so I don't call for help without noticing when I go into panic.. It should go well, I think, given everything I've read
My only issue now is finding money for the hotel room haha, which is a pain

Hello fellow human, this might be a stupid question but I was wondering where I could buy SN? My twin sister died last year and staying with my abusive parents after having ran away for a year is really taking its toll on me. Sorry 4 rambling but I really would appreciate ur input/ any info on how to SN. I've been led to a lot of dead ends and been ignored. I hope we can both find success and peace with this method

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Hello fellow human, this might be a stupid question but I was wondering where I could buy SN? My twin sister died last year and staying with my abusive parents after having ran away for a year is really taking its toll on me. Sorry 4 rambling but I really would appreciate ur input/ any info on how to SN. I've been led to a lot of dead ends and been ignored. I hope we can both find success and peace with this method

Sadly the place I ordered from is down, you can try MiC