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tempest_

tempest_

Student
May 30, 2023
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i'm so jealous of people who have access to opioids and benzos or even n!! guns also. the only viable methods for me are partial hanging and…drowning :hihi: i wish i could just press a button and disappear.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ daily suffering ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
96
my only options are partial/full-suspension hanging....tell me about it 😵‍💫
 
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HangMan123

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Nov 13, 2025
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my only options are partial/full-suspension hanging....tell me about it 😵‍💫
Me too. Maybe jumping, but I'm unsure if the buildings/bridges near me would do the job. I do have super tall trees, but I'm afraid that something could break my fall.
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

don't tell me to dm you (> <)
Apr 21, 2025
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i didn't want to say it out loud but i also feel like this. only being able to hang myself when i could risk getting brain damage or becoming a vegetable if i get interrupted pisses me off. i wish i had access to something else but i don't want to buy sn and then get scammed or have it not make it through customs. i hope everyone with better options appreciates it, even if they're still struggling. i feel guilty that i can still be jealous of suicidal people because they can die more easily than me.
 
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TwoQuarks

TwoQuarks

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May 7, 2025
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Same thing here I just have access to the painful and unguaranteed methods that's why I'm postponing CBTing
 
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Eriktf

Warlock
Jun 1, 2023
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access peaceful, guaranteed death so I can finally be free from all the pain and suffering of this torturous existence, I see so much cruelty in how the option of Nembutal isn't accessible as all I want is to never wake again, I just want to disappear from this existence, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD

WEIRDOOOXDDDD

Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
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i'm so jealous of people who have access to opioids and benzos or even n!! guns also. the only viable methods for me are partial hanging and…drowning :hihi: i wish i could just press a button and disappear.
exactly my options used to be only od-ing on paracetamol or cutting myself to death T-T
 
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tempest_

tempest_

Student
May 30, 2023
147
i know that thread like the back of my hand haha but thanks. the problem isn't lack of knowledge, it's genuinely not being able to access certain methods. guns for example (i live in europe).
 
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