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RushedJudgement

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Apr 16, 2024
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The last few days have been pure horror, and especially today has been riddled with panic attacks. I can't get over certain things that happened, and after so many months, I'm done trying and waiting for a miracle that somehow makes my escapades worthwhile. Problem is, I have really bad SI when it comes to anything, and even when the pain is overwhelming me and my desire to CTB is overly strong, I can't seem to get myself to properly do anything. Despite that, I know I can't keep this going for much longer… I hate every bit of the feelings I suffer every single day.

Guns are outlawed in my country and very difficult to come by, so that's out of the picture. I just don't know what to do, is there any way that can be acquired and is as much painless as possible to go through with?
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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Start from here:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be so dreadful what you are going through, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.
 
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angel31

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Jun 14, 2023
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Ik that prob isnt a satisfying answer but there isnt this one holy grail method, the best one is different for everyone. Id really recommend doing your own research… on here or just in general on the internet…
 
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