Discussion Drugs you want to try before ctb

[FullFat]

Any drugs you want to try before kicking the bucket? My brain refuses good feelings naturally, so I really have no qualms forcing the issue if that's what it takes. I drink regularly, but I want more, and I want better.

Stimulants are my bag. Cocaine is my dream drug. I've used adderall for studying before, but of course the euphoria was missing because I didn't crush it.

I used to want to try psychedelics, but after a bad experience with marijuana edibles, I'm convinced that my experience would be a bad one. I'd be one of those people who imagines their face melting off or giant spiders or some shit during an acid trip.

 

[Slacker]

Stimulants:

Cocaine u can get on the streets/darkweb consists mostly of lidocaine...

Amphetamine = coffeeinpowder

Meth = MSM and other salts

When u r lucky and get good stuff the first time, they just want to make u addicted and then they betray u more and more

 

[GoneGirlXIV]

Any drugs you want to try before kicking the bucket? My brain refuses good feelings naturally, so I really have no qualms forcing the issue if that's what it takes. I drink regularly, but I want more, and I want better.

Stimulants are my bag. Cocaine is my dream drug. I've used adderall for studying before, but of course the euphoria was missing because I didn't crush it.

I used to want to try psychedelics, but after a bad experience with marijuana edibles, I'm convinced that my experience would be a bad one. I'd be one of those people who imagines their face melting off or giant spiders or some shit during an acid trip.

Wish I'd done shrooms

 

[DF90]

Things I've done: LSD, MDMA, ketamine, nitrous, weed, salvia

Things I wanna try: Shrooms, DMT

 

[creatureoflight]

I've only done alcohol, smoking and pot and also kava kava if it is considered a drug. I have always wanted to do DMT but am too scared.

 

[Soon4me]

I only use weed/hash (although they are more herbs than drugs ? )
I've never tried anything else
I would like to try

Spoiler

I would like to try all of them once.(not at the same time)
Although not crazy ones like krokodil etc.

 

[Oblivion]

I don't know how to get drugs, i don't know which streets i don't know any guys that can supply me, i only know my friends who smoke weed and i didn't like it, it only makes me feel dizzy and sleepy

 

[FairyAlys]

I'd like some proper pills ( ecstasy) , like I had in the 90s. Ones I took in later years were crap.
I've done speed; coke; weed; acid; mushrooms and various prescription drugs that weren't prescribed for me.
I'd like to try smack but opiates tend to make me sick.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Nitrous as it makes me obe, afterwards makes all of those feel good things, love acceptedness ect.

 

[Deckchairs]

I've done alcohol, weed , shrooms once, ecstasy once.

Always wanted to try cocaine. I don't know the streets or any dealers or how to make sure it's actually coke.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Tina!!!! Terrible idea, I know.
Heroin and shrooms.

ETA - ketamine.

 

[Slacker]

Tina!!!! Terrible idea, I know.

+1

 

[bbq1]

Oxycodone but it won't happen which is good as I don't want a mind blowing high as it may ruin my natural low mood that I need to continue to complete the great escape.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

+1

You agree, it's terrible? Or, that it's worth the trouble to try it?

 

[Slacker]

You agree, it's terrible? Or, that it's worth the trouble to try it?

it is the paradise

and it is hell

words can't describe it

it´s worth the trouble???
no...

I just believed that people try to kill me with ultrasonic weapons because of this fuckin painful tinnitus I had all the time....

internet says "there are no withdrawals"
LOOOOOOOL....

diarrhea, pain pain pain, insomnia, psychosis, paranoia, cramping seizures pain and pain...

I have lost 20 Kg and gained 40 kg after I stopped...

u can lose the ability to feel happiness forever

etc etc etc

u can't even imagine how much worse it can get...
even if u think that it just can't get worse right now

it can

 

[Sundayafternoon]

it is the paradise

and it is hell

words can't describe it

it´s worth the trouble???
no...

I just believed that people try to kill me with ultrasonic weapons because of this fuckin painful tinnitus I had all the time....

internet says "there are no withdrawals"
LOOOOOOOL....

diarrhea, pain pain pain, insomnia, psychosis, paranoia, cramping seizures pain and pain...

I have lost 20 Kg and gained 40 kg after I stopped...

u can lose the ability to feel happiness forever

etc etc etc

u can't even imagine how much worse it can get...
even if u think that it just can't get worse right now

it can

Damn. That made me sad. But, I'm never happy anyway.

I'm sorry about your experience. Thank you for sharing.

 

[Radaghast94]

I always figured smoking opium would be fun, then I remember it's not the 1890s anymore

 

[lastsummer]

I have tried ecstasy and I like it. I feel like time went by so fast.
I want to try it again before I die.

 

[Cursed Shaman]

My favorite drug mdma.I did a week ago and i enjoy it. My last time.

 

[NoMore]

I want to try cocaine in the vein and smoke heroin and when finished take N... and never pay the dealer XD
Done weed everyday for decades, lots of cocaine and damaged my nose severely 6 years ago which doctors fucked up more, and is about 10% reason i want to ctb, smoked a little crack, lots of speed, lots of dmt and ayahuasca, and unfortunately forced to take paliperidone injections - an antipsychotic that is 90% cause of my suicidal feelings

 

[FullFat]

I have tried ecstasy and I like it. I feel like time went by so fast.
I want to try it again before I die.

Sounds great to me. Something that makes time move faster can't be bad. That was my big problem with pot, actually. It made time slow down to such a ridiculous extent that I was convinced I'd be in that hotel room for an eternity.