Discussion Does anything make you happy anymore?

[FuneralCry]

The whole idea of "happiness" is just a delusion invented by people who are in denial of the harsh reality of this existence. Being happy is irrational in this world filled with harm and suffering. But I would only ever feel relieved if I knew that I was soon about to return to the state of nonexistence where this existence is finally forgotten about. Death truly is beautiful to me when existing is just endless dread and emptiness with the risk of even more extreme suffering being there at any moment.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Happens all the time

 

[WorthlessTrash]

No.

 

[SpiderLink]

Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.

Nothing makes me happy, or hopeful. Everytime I got my hopes up, i just got hurt further.

 

[feellikesummer]

No, not even one.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Now and again, I distract myself enough to be calm- and that feels nice. Just small things are good. A blackbird took a splash in the birdbath today and sat there for a while looking all cute and fluffy. That made me happy. It's generally short lived though. I'm especially uneasy since the whole SN wellfare check thing. That just keeps playing over in my mind. Ironic really- a 'wellness' check just ends up making you feel worse

 

[Das Nichts]

The last time I was happy was last year when I hit my weight goal of 64 kg which is fucked up because it's way to low.

Dogs and other animals bring me some joy though.

 

[LittleJem]

dogs also

 

[miu]

a lot of things in life make me happy, but i don't trust anyone to share that happiness with and so life has become a meaningless and unfulfilling experience.

 

[Hunter2005]

No not really, video games don't make me happy anymore, movies, even wrestling doesn't interest me anymore. I feel I was pretty much done last summer. Now I'm just waiting to take myself out.

 

[prtsn]

sometimes football matches can make me feel something, but overall I'd say no. not even food neither going to the gym

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

A cold room and my bed, with me smack dab ontop, wrapped in the silky black embrace of the void, such a delicate place.

Ruined when i wake up, sleep is happiness

 

[unnormal9]

No. Happiness was my delusion no longer.

 

[Kittzuni]

Not a lot of things do. My Animal Crossing island still does, sometimes. It's not where I want it to be yet and I enjoy the process of getting it there, haha.

Ahhh same - do you want to hang out in game for a bit?

 

[gotomrg]

different forms of escapism make me feel some positive emotions. i wouldn't call it feeling happy though, because for me happiness is a general fundamental state of mind. i also feel good with my girlfriend. well, sometimes, of course. most of the time our relationship make me feel miserable and disgusting. but these almost forced moments of us hanging out and feeling nice are great.

 

[Zegers]

Barely, just going thru the motions, most of days are the same, tasks in a loop, if any day is different, it's usually worse.

 

[Monoblock_Chair]

Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.

Everything looked like hell then I met my gf. Natasha my angel. Then everything brightened up. Then she fell into a bad depression and she didn't text me close to 4 weeks now. I can't ctb until I get to know what happened to her. If I Ctb and she comes back she will think it's her fault. So I will see for another two weeks or so then I'm going to get assisted suicide.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

No i was happy only the moments with the girl i love, it's a lot of time since she hate me and i still cry all days so i think i'll never be happy anymore

 

[kovu]

The only thing still capable of providing me with relief and even happiness is SH, which is kind of a bummer.

 

[downndone2]

My dogs and grown kids. Otherwise, nothing at all.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Not really. I've tried playing video games again and get nothing. Anything I put on tv is mainly for noise. Watched a few new movies that I didn't actually pay attention to. Went to Walmart a couple weeks ago and looked at the new figures. Picked one up and didn't even look at it before I set it down.

Every escape I had doesn't give anything to me. Even orgasms are more disappointing now.

I really feel like I'm too far gone this time.

 

[outrider567]

Answer is still No

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Food still makes me happy.

 

[Unattainable666]

No. The only relief I feel is when I think of dying.

 

[Lourenzo]

For me the only thing left that makes me happy is the thought of me ctb. Sadness is my new happiness.

 

[shantyizlit]

I feel a lot of happiness throughout my days most days, I just feel even more negative emotions. I would say that generally I am happy but not content.

 

[_Alfarooq_]

Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.

For me, going on holidays makes me happy. It's what I want to do more of therefore I don't yet want to CTB.

 

[pieck's-bongwater]

My girlfriend and cat occasionally make me feel happy. Also, working with birds makes me happy. But as soon as the moment passes, so does being happy lol. anyway from what im reading in these comments my problems aren't shit compared to what everyone else is going through. fuck me ig

 

[glendaaa]

Food still makes me happy.

I was gonna say the same thing

 

[carac]

I was gonna say the same thing

Me too, making it and eating it, it's all good. Baked a nice simple Victoria sandwich cake this evening and a chicken stir fry for dinner