MildlyBetter

MildlyBetter

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Apr 17, 2023
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Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,989
Same here, Waking up every morning hurts.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,462
Nope. Everything has become monotonous
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,871
Nothing really, I've experienced most if not all I wanted in life, and there are things I want but couldn't attain, thus I would only seek eternal sleep and rest to avoid many more years of monotony, pain and suffering, disappointment, and disgrace. At least with ending things sooner than waiting for old age or infirmity to come is to avoid horrible fates. Even if life were perfect (far from the truth), philosophically, I could not find any objective reason to stay.
 
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Deleted member 60002

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Apr 11, 2023
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I ate today, I still have a roof over my head and a comfortable bed to sleep in. I am happy about that at the very least.
 
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warriorofeld

warriorofeld

Traveller, beyond this marker lies midworld
Mar 22, 2023
129
I'm just here can't enjoy anything or do anything worth while unless I'm forced ie work some friends etc
 
HarmonicScreams

HarmonicScreams

They/them
Apr 30, 2023
25
Yea sometimes. It comes in waves, but lately it has been short bursts which are ever so decreasing. It's hard sometimes - but sometimes I can enjoy the company of my cat., Kiba. She keeps me alive sometimes. But most of my experience is drowned out in the suffering of loneliness and hopelessness. Perhaps aimlessness
 
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roseleaf

roseleaf

freedom is a dream that is just out of reach
Apr 25, 2023
233
lollipops and the rain. i have none most of the time
 
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UsagiDrop

UsagiDrop

“What a beautiful day to haunt the earth.”
Apr 27, 2023
299
Not a lot of things do. My Animal Crossing island still does, sometimes. It's not where I want it to be yet and I enjoy the process of getting it there, haha.
 
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I feel like I've never really been happy, sometimes I think about the times I thought I felt happy but I've realized that I never really felt it, I don't know if that's possible but I feel that way
 
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storeboughtisfine

storeboughtisfine

trying my best
May 1, 2023
58
Barely. But those moments... are nice, when I get them. But they're getting fewer and fewer.
 
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goodbye_._

Member
Mar 19, 2023
60
not anymore. They used to until I realized nothing really matters. And honestly when I do something I thought I would enjoy I always end up feeling drained by it.
 
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sashimi_

sashimi_

salmon and cucumber maki
Apr 27, 2023
30
it's weird bc... i sstill get excited about the current thing im obsessed with whatever that may be. but its all consuming and it doesnt actually make my life happier it just gives me a reason to do something with my time
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
Yeah, but then I either realize I don't deserve to be happy or it doesn't last very long. I'm happy when I see other people are happy, but I know they'll be happier when I'm gone.
 
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Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
No, nothing. Every short pleasure I may have from small things - a good hair day, a new outfit, the colors on a sunny day, ice cream, professional satisfaction on a day when I'm not down - is clouded by the pain in my very soul, the absence of my greatest wish from my life and evidence of its contrary. This is not "Life".
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
No. I'm just biding my timeline and going through the motions of life. I don't enjoy anything anymore. It's all rotting. Everything. Sports is scripted. TV is dumb. Dating is pointless. Food is poisoned. Activities are nothing but humans competing with each other in a passive way. Life is a joke at this point. Even if I end up a vegetable, I'm willing to take the chance to get the hell out of this sewer. I hate life.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Nothing, no hope, no joy, no happiness.. my life isnnothing but miserable despair. A lot of money is the one thing that could fix my issues.
 
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silent star

silent star

Soon I will forget this life
Apr 30, 2023
95
Nothing really makes me happy I lost interest in everyone and everything a long time ago, I lost every reason I possibly could have to stay and that's ok I've made peace with the fact that one day I'm going to ctb
 
TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
406
Yes, there are things that make me happy; and there are many that make me sad. Every day is a surprise: will it be a happy day..or a sad one? Who knows.

But yes, there are definitely certain things that make me smile and feel giddy.
 
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moonlightstairway

moonlightstairway

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Apr 27, 2023
11
Though I'd say I can experience temporary pleasures, those are always overridden by a greater pain. And sometimes, it's hard to tell if I'm actually feel happy or I feel like I should be happy.
 
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52yoandmiserable

Member
Apr 19, 2023
50
Not even having sex makes me happy anymore. Sometimes a really good cheeseburger and fries, but that's just slow suicide.
 
Untimely

Untimely

Student
Apr 21, 2023
132
sometimes. afterwards i just feel terrible again though
 
Ashley_1988

Ashley_1988

Member
Dec 13, 2019
62
Yeah, but then I either realize I don't deserve to be happy or it doesn't last very long. I'm happy when I see other people are happy, but I know they'll be happier when I'm gone.
I feel the same way, I can relate
 
DazaiKinnie

DazaiKinnie

Cringe Isekai Author
Apr 27, 2023
125
Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.
Well, writing makes me happy. I am addicted to it and I am very hopeless when I can't write.
 
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moya117

moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
95
Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.
Yeah, but it's temporary and too short that it hurts. It's almost like when someone give baby a candy and when they smile and reach out for that candy, that someone take it back and instead eat it in a mocking way
 
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Sammie_com.sanrio

Sammie_com.sanrio

Stuck here
Apr 7, 2023
167
Not that much really anymore. I've given up on everything and can't sleep. When I do it's a pain to wake up and realize your still alive. The things that make me happy aren't allowed or are made me feel guilty about. The only things that bring me joy is the thought of dying or my friend which I made on here.
 
pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
155
Kinda controversial but I'm happy when I zone out doing something, doesn't matter what but I'm happy when I don't think about anything
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
My mood ranges from rock bottom to the highest epiphany even with the slightest changes. But more often than not, my optimism is ruined rather quickly
 
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