Discussion Does anything make you happy anymore?

[glendaaa]

Me too, making it and eating it, it's all good. Baked a nice simple Victoria sandwich cake this evening and a chicken stir fry for dinner

That sounds great! I had a ramen lol, much less fancy!

 

[carac]

That sounds great! I had a ramen lol, much less fancy!

Ah I almost had ramen, I love that too

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

Just wondering, me personally in recent times I've felt more and more hopeless, things I used to enjoy just don't really make me feel anything anymore.

Been feeling like that for years. No matter what happens I just don't any interest in the things I would enjoy.

 

[ejt]

My dogs bring me happiness. They love me no matter what.

 

[pyroxenic]

I wake up everyday screaming in my head that i should kms NOW. But then i get comforted by thinking of my favorite characters or how would my family feel if i decide to CTB "out of blue". So i dust my self off and pick myself up and go through my day as usual. Ngl, i hate the fact that there are some things that keep me alive otherwise id be long gone by now lol.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

i think i can occupy myself at least. this site has done wonders. things still make me laugh at least but if i saw an exit door, i'd definitely open it.

 

[emptyshell]

Not really, things feel quite pointless, go through most days in a daze. Old things feel mind-numbing and with the new ones, the dopamine high is short lived.

holidays, cinema trips, yoga classes, jigsaw puzzles, cycle clubs, comedy nights, gaming, socialising with friends, family gatherings, etc... all bring on this overwhelming sense of numbness, where I can't wait to climb into bed and escape to the void.

I get a little mood boost after therapy but can't be truly open about my suicidal feelings, so...

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Now l've had time to think about this l guess my collection of 1:24 Scale Diecast models does give me a bit of pleasure, and l am usually quite pleased when l find a wanted addition to my collection although as yet l haven't figured out what to do with them when I decide to hail the bus to the rainbow bridge stop to join my doggo's

 

[love_peep]

Unfortunately not and it's pretty sad that I've lost everyone and everything

 

[esthe]

It's becoming rarer and rarer, most days I feel numb. Music helps, pets and nature warm my heart a little. But I feel overwhelmed by emptiness, finding satisfaction or joy in everything I do is becoming more difficult, as days pass. Can't do much but accept it

 

[onetimereject]

I have a good friend, a loving family, a sufficient life, someone to love, a pair of furballs. Nothing i should complain about.

And yet, the fog comes and goes. It's a lifelong curse, cured only by death. Thoughts of how I'd no longer have to think when I arrive at the void of unconsciousness, calms me, yet also terrifies me at the same time. I wish it would end.