Do you wish a family member or friend found your account on this forum?

[thermosgrenadine]

if i CTB i want my best friend (at the very least) to know about this account. i don't want anyone to know while i'm still alive though. it would scare people i love to know that i still deal with this shit every day, that i still think of it, whatever

i wish most people in my life were more obvious about them caring about/loving me back but in the words of my friend M: "I always felt like I had been completely alone because the ways we had loved glid past one another in all the ways that felt most detrimental".

 

[SatinSoul]

Average people don't just stumble onto this website, unless they somehow read that one news article that gets some attention a year.

So, if somebody I know finds my account on here, chances are they are in a similar situation as me, and won't judge or report me. I am fine with that.

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

It's honestly a huge fear of mine. That relationship would probably destroyed forever. I also worry about potential employers

But I guess anything I put online is up forever so idk why i even bother worrying