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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
193
oh absolutely i would, my bitch ass cries over dropping her salad on the floor. I already put so many tears into my note, I can only imagine what it's gonna be like. it's necessary though.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
438
I can guarantee I will cry. I plan on reading my late partner's suicide note and looking at photos of us together. That will confirm my motivations (losing so much that I can never get back) and give me any extra push I may need to down the SN mixture
 
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heyismeman

Experienced
Jan 29, 2025
278
Cry of hate. I recognize that the only and best method for me is SN, and I completely hate it. I would like to leave this miserable world with dignity without feeling anything, just fall asleep and never open my eyes again, more friendly to everyone.
Have you looked into fentanyl
 
grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
529
No. I don't feel emotional about (my) suicide at all anymore. I didn't cry during my last attempt and I don't think I will in my next. I've definitely disassociated from it and fully separated from my emotions during my last attempt. It's the only way I can overcome the SI.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Specialist
Feb 21, 2025
330
sure. but i would try to make it not so melancholic and just accept it. i wouldn't try to like... set a really sad mood and stuff...
even tho that's what it is. but i would be like "well, this isn't a perfect situation, but my circumstances of life have brought me to this,
so might as well die with a smile" type shit.
not a SMILE, but you know what i mean.
 
Marbas

Marbas

Member
Feb 20, 2025
35
My past attempts to CTB I didn't cry. I was just anxious.
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
55
One of my biggest fears that I will have no way of actually knowing if it becomes true is - Will I be remembered? And if so, for how long? I know that there will not be any national holidays named after me, there will be no statues of me and no streets or schools named after me, but I don't want to be forgotten. I want at least to know that my presence on this planet had more of a positive impact on someone's life than a negative impact on the world. I think the not knowing will make me cry. The not believing that the net impact of my life on the world... will be negligible and that brings me a profound sense of emptiness.
 
lwovely

lwovely

cat lover
Oct 13, 2024
35
Yes because I am scared it'll hurt and I don't know what will happen after this. As much as I tried to stay I physically cannot anymore.
 
doingus

doingus

【Any/All】
Jul 20, 2024
4
Ive attempted a few times now, and I definitely was in a panicked/emotionally charged state afterwards, so I most likely would/will shed a few tears next time i attempt
 
legoshi

legoshi

.
Sep 3, 2024
113
I cry when I think of my mom finding out. I cry when I think of how to say goodbye. I cry when I think how did I get to this point? I cry a lot, so I probably will cry.
 
CantTurnBack

CantTurnBack

everyone's connected · (she/her)
Sep 21, 2023
70
The closer I get to attempting; the more emotionless I feel. Last year I called my mom crying harder than I have in my entire life, confessing that I wanted to jump from the bridge or shoot myself with my pistol. Since then I've only grown colder, as I move closer to manifesting my demise from thoughts to reality.

Soon I will be standing on the edge of the bridge or staring down the barrel of a shotgun, and void of all emotions.
 

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