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FTL.Wanderer
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- May 31, 2018
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I think I'm a kind person. But I think I'm very poorly adapted to life in general and human social life in particular. So I think I'm a failed person--something that really shouldn't have been.
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Treat others how you want to be treated I say . If someone hurts me, I ensure they get it back tenfold although sometimes I don't know when to stop so have taken it too far, but no regrets.
Whereas I don't think I'm a bad person right now - I'm usually polite, I help elderly people, I don't harm anyone - I'm sure that under specific circumstances I would turn absolutely evil. Right now, Im maybe somewhat indifferent, but not particularly mean. Give me some power and I would probably get my way through bullying and abuse.
I hate this knowledge, but this is probably the truth. I can act civilised, but Im not sure Im actually good at heart.
I would struggle not to do that. But even *wanting* to abuse power makes me evil, 'cause I guess that really good people don't even think about it.Here's a question. Do you accept yourself as someone that would bully and abuse to get your way, or would you change that feature of your personality if you could?
I have been that person. I didn't realise I was that person until it was to late and I couldn't rectify my mistakes. now I've seen my flaws I will never let them get the better of me again. And I just have to hope that I get another shot at love and commitment because otherwise it's going to feel like I finally became the person I should have been but it was all to late!Here's a question. Do you accept yourself as someone that would bully and abuse to get your way, or would you change that feature of your personality if you could?
Yeah, I can certainly relate. Lately I really just despise myself.Just curious cuz i think im an absolutely terrible person