Discussion Do you fantasy about killing yourself with another person? Or with a group of persons?

[chuuni]

I do, sometimes, there's a dude who wants to die too, I don't want him to die but sometimes I think it would be cool to die with this person, or with a group of friends

 

[Sans]

No, I get the appeal though. I want to do it in front of everyone who's ever wronged me, though that's logistically impossible, so even just one person who's wronged me.

 

[chuuni]

No, I get the appeal though. I want to do it in front of everyone who's ever wronged me, though that's logistically impossible, so even just one person who's wronged me.

Like a form of revenge?

 

[Sans]

Like a form of revenge?

More like, I want them to see that their actions have consequences. Though most of those who wronged me would get a kick out seeing me shoot myself, so it's kind of a moot point anyway.

 

[FF777]

yes.. dying alone is super scary.. i don't know how the heck i'm going to CTB alone soon here but i guess i have to some how..

 

[callmer]

Not really with friends, but maybe with a partner. I think that'd be a really peaceful. Going out alone is scary when you think about it like that. But if you do it alone, at least you can imagine there are people waiting for you after you pass if none were there for you before that. Especially if you have a loved one(s) that passed away.

 

[chuuni]

yes.. dying alone is super scary.. i don't know how the heck i'm going to CTB alone soon here but i guess i have to some how..

I agree, I feel like it would give me the courage that I don't have, I see so many advantages about ctb with someone else that I feel sad that that's not possible for me

Not really with friends, but maybe with a partner. I think that'd be a really peaceful. Going out alone is scary when you think about it like that. But if you do it alone, at least you can imagine there are people waiting for you after you pass if none were there for you before that. Especially if you have a loved one(s) that passed away.

I can't help but find the idea of dying with a partner romantic in a way

 

[deadanddecomposing]

A bit. It would be nice to be on the ledge about to jump and to see someone else about to do the same thing. Maybe we could bond over it and support each other before jumping together.

 

[Necro_Kitty]

I wouldn't want to do a double/group suicide but I would do it in front of people. It would be funny to end up on some gore site.

 

[waaaheaven]

i'd like to die in the arms of someone dear to me, that seems comforting

 

[Happy Cat]

well i dont want to die by myself. Doing it with a stranger is risky but beggars can't be choosers :/

 

[shibby]

i remember i was really in love with this dude freshman year of hs lol. we could both tell we were both mentally ill and he brought up a suicide pact. i have never told him my suicidal tendencies so it was only him who would talk about it. i found out he was sending nudes to other girls so i ended things and he brought up the suicide pact and asked if we could do it. i laughed but it still is on my mind. i hope that if i do find someone equally unwell like me, we could ctb peacefully together, sounds romantic!!

 

[Surek]

I've been having more fantasies about someone killing me, and thinking about it made me angry, because if I'm going to die, it has to be on my own terms, not some jerk taking my life without my consent

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

I know it's selfish, but I really want to die with someone, I don't want to be alone

 

[solon]

I have fantasies of mass jumping with a bunch of random strangers