Discussion Do you think you are a bad person?

[KN95]

Take a psychedelic and you can feel that love once again.

Or it could mess you up even more if you're new to psychedelics, or if you're mentally unstable. Could be good though. Depends on the trip you have

I'm equally sorry that you have to suffer like this as well. No one deserves to go through something alone because someone else is too egotistical to help them. It must really hurt. It also seems like only the sane ones can see what a disaster this existence has become.

The world we are living in is crazy. So is being sane in a crazy world. Maybe anyway. Hopefully we're the ones who have it right lol

 

[GeorgeJL]

Or it could mess you up even more if you're new to psychedelics, or if you're mentally unstable. Could be good though. Depends on the trip you have

It's all dose dependent. I am not trying to get into a whole laundry list of things in my first post. Obviously if OP shows interest I will elaborate how they can safely take them. Even a micro-dose can save someone that has suicidal ideation.

 

[KN95]

It's all dose dependent. I am not trying to get into a whole laundry list of things in my first post. Obviously if OP shows interest I will elaborate how they can safely take them. Even a micro-dose can save someone that has suicidal ideation.

Yeah. I've heard positive things about microdosing. If I had access to them I'd try it

 

[GeorgeJL]

Yeah. I've heard positive things about microdosing. If I had access to them I'd try it

I got my psychedelics from the darknet markets. I brought psychedelics off of the original silk road marketplace, alphabay marketplace, dream marketplace. The top current darknet market place up right now is empire marketplace. If you want the URL I got it.

 

[Lisa21515]

I feel I'm a bad person. I try to be kind to people but always get shit in return. Get hurt beyond belief and everything gets twisted into my fault even when I know it's not my fault. I've been ill since i was 14 I've read a lot on here not posted anything. All i can think of is ending it all now. I've got no fight left anymore.

 

[Final Escape]

Overall, I don't know. But I have done some terrible things I regret. I'am just as corruptable as anybody else if given too much power I'm sure.

 

[CursedForDisaster]

Take a psychedelic and you can feel that love once again.

I take them all the time, the love doesn't last forever

They are a great, mind opening time though. I feel like I can be my best self on it but when I'm away from it I fall into constant and increasing patterns of failure, loss of self control, regret. I am stuck living in a possessive world of failure

Sad thing is I'm comfortable with it and starting to enjoy it

 

[Sailfisher]

Foolish, not bad.

 

[CursedForDisaster]

Yeah. I've heard positive things about microdosing. If I had access to them I'd try it

I can't speak for mushrooms but I felt anxious on microdoses of acid...

I think if done in more of a routine and clinical way (and depending on who you are really) then it will work well. But be careful

 

[stubblejumper]

yes. i'm miserable and i can trace entirely all of my misery to choices that i've made. some blame likely does lie with my parents for not properly giving me an example of how to lead a fulfilling life, but really, it all comes down to my choices.

 

[AnnonyBox]

I don't think there's such a thing as a good person, but I at least think I'm doing my part to not be a bad person.

 

[justlol1]

Maybe

 

[GeorgeJL]

I take them all the time, the love doesn't last forever

They are a great, mind opening time though. I feel like I can be my best self on it but when I'm away from it I fall into constant and increasing patterns of failure, loss of self control, regret. I am stuck living in a possessive world of failure

Sad thing is I'm comfortable with it and starting to enjoy it

Why not micro-dose then?

 

[bacardirum]

Don't think I am a bad person, I doubt anyone has ever suffered because of my actions, at least I hope not...

 

[martha]

Just curious cuz i think im an absolutely terrible person

I am not bad, maybe a little bit naughty

 

[bacardirum]

Martha, what a tune :)

 

[CursedForDisaster]

I take them all the time, the love doesn't last forever

They are a great, mind opening time though. I feel like I can be my best self on it but when I'm away from it I fall into constant and increasing patterns of failure, loss of self control, regret. I am stuck living in a possessive world of failure

yes. i'm miserable and i can trace entirely all of my misery to choices that i've made. some blame likely does lie with my parents for not properly giving me an example of how to lead a fulfilling life, but really, it all comes down to my choices.

Why not micro-dose then?

I find it increases my anxiety...I've yet to try microdosing on mushrooms though

 

[Alchemist]

Yeah, I'm a selfish asshole POS who is a good for nothing and cannot do anything besides complaining. The world will be a better place once I'm gone.

 

[Xena]

This

I had some good points, but fundamentally I was selfish and unkind.

This resonates so much

 

[Fadinglife]

No, i don't think i am bad person. I have a lot of give to people in relationships. Yes, potential to achieve things, but i am trapped in uncontrollable circumstances with a fucked up mind. With the last straw about being myself vanished today, i lost myself, now i am emotionally dead inside. It is really hard to recover from this. I have no option, but to wait and put up a social mask to get by. Downside is i won't be feeling closeness or connections and it would be mirrored by the person i love sooner or later. So, i doubt things would get much better. Maximum i can have is a better state of mind and place to decide, but from where i am standing it's all dark and hopelessness. Once the last thread to life is disconnected i would have nothing left, there the tiny hope or spark will die.

 

[Weems]

Yes. Cowardice is my predominant trait, with occasional bouts of megalomania. Usually I'm just sad for myself--all my embarrassments and failures. Since becoming suicidal I've started to feel worse about how I've mistreated other people. Man. Can't say I made the world better.

 

[silentsinger]

Yes, I think I must be. I think that is why I am alone most of the time. I'm scared of how long I have left until I die and the pain/illness (although all the pain will cease when I die)/confusion and just how lonely and frightened my situation can make me feel. Always wondering whether to let my illness take me or to take my own life. It's pathetic. I'm no good for anything like this.

 

[Kringle's Curse]

I'm a useless piece of shit. Damn my mother for have giving birth to me.

 

[hopelessandbroken]

yeah im a bad person. i accidentally hurt people and i hate that about myself.

 

[ExitTheDay]

It all depends how someone treats me, if you're going to be a piece of shit you are going to get it in return, but I'm not going to go out of my way to treat you the same way, only if you inflict me with bullshit. If you are going to be a nice person, I'm going to do everything in my power to give you the same respect back, and I would do anything for someone who I know truly cares about me...

 

[Tabbyql]

Yes I am bad, otherwise why would I be treated like plop. I try to be what everyone wants me to be to the point I'm mentally exhausted. But I'm never good enough. Sigh.. sorry one day I will write something positive. Maybe lol.

 

[leodegrance]

yes. objectively. i'm evil and i only serve to bring everyone around me down.

 

[Help_Me]

I am not able to motivate anyone or make something better. I am definitely not a good person. I'd rather say useless person.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

For the most part i think i'm a good person but do have my moments. I'm a saint compared to the ass holes that just choose to be ass hole just because.

 

[Cairn]

No, others tell me i am nice...but nice is shit as far as i know.
And i'm boring.

I bet you are nice and not boring.