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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
750
Yes, I've hated myself my whole life.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Only for "allowing" abusers to abuse, and the abusers continuing their LIES and abuse, forcibly ripping my life away from me because of their BULLSHIT.

Anything short of physical violence and still being blamed for the abuse.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
406
Self hatred can come in many forms. The most common being self sabotage because you don't feel worthy. I don't think I could live with the shame and guilt of my past even if all my other problems were some how magically fixed.

Somewhere along the line you cross a point of no return. Once you cross this point there is no hope for a normal happy life. You cannot undo what happened to you. You can't unknow what you know.
I don't hate myself, per say, but I hate my meat sack failure of a body which gave out on me.
 
Geturdone

Geturdone

Getting old ain't for sissies
Dec 9, 2021
85
No. In fact, I'm making love to myself at this very moment.

asshat jerk off GIF
Then I'd deduce you can then type with one hand too lol.
P.S. thanks for sharing :-)
Only for "allowing" abusers to abuse, and the abusers continuing their LIES and abuse, forcibly ripping my life away from me because of their BULLSHIT.

Anything short of physical violence and still being blamed for the abuse.
I'm an old man and in my life experience I've found justice and reconciliation to be elusive. I do hope/pray you find it where I did not. Pax
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
No I don't hate myself, I just have no self worth and feel I deserve any fate that comes to me.

I have passed any stage of emotion about myself though I care for others deeply
 
Geturdone

Geturdone

Getting old ain't for sissies
Dec 9, 2021
85
No, but certainly hate my situation. Wishing you well. Pax.
 
Catloaf

Catloaf

disabled • slowly withering away 🍂
Aug 14, 2021
504
No, I'm perfect.
 

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