• Hey Guest,

    As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

  • Security update: At around 2:28AM EST, the site was labeled as malicious by Google erroneously, causing users to get a "Dangerous site" warning in most browsers. It appears that this was done by mistake and has been reversed by Google. It may take a few hours for you to stop seeing those warnings.

    If you're still getting these warnings, please let a member of staff know.

Do you feel trapped?

  • Yes

    Votes: 83 95.4%
  • No

    Votes: 4 4.6%

  • Total voters
    87
G

Gucciii

Member
Mar 18, 2019
9
Every day drags on, I just cant deal with pain anymore, I can't even blackout from partial hanging, I'm Just stuck :(
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev
CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Life cornered me all around, I can't escape other than ctb, that the only door available.
I can't live, I don't want to and I'm desperately giving my best to meet death, without ending like a vegetable for the rest of my life or get forced into a psych facility once more.

I'm exactly the same here
 
  • Like
Reactions: lemmeeleev, Marawa and Psilo
Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
I feel like my life is a prison sentence I have to serve.
 
  • Like
Reactions: pigglywiggly
P

pigglywiggly

Member
Aug 12, 2019
14
I'm going nuts, can't CTB yet but can't control anger of being trapped. Something has to give. If my new meds don't help, I'm going to end up doing something really fucking stupid. I'm so fed up
I keep wanting to maintain hope that this new medicine or this new treatment will help. Sometimes it does, but only for a little while. It makes me feel so hopeless all the time.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Numbtopain97
Baskol1

Baskol1

No life, no problems
Aug 11, 2019
1,030
I feel very much trapped, but i cant get out. A horrible feeling.
 
Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
Definitely. I feel trapped every day in a primitive mind, which is trapped in a defective body, which is trapped in a world with stupid and evil people who hate me, which is trapped in a cold and uncaring universe. It's like a prison inside a prison inside a prison and so it goes. Life must be the cruelest joke ever, but it is comfortable to know that it's going to end no matter what.
 

Similar threads

thronesick
Replies
10
Views
363
Suicide Discussion
whitetaildeer
whitetaildeer
Darkover
Replies
0
Views
104
Suicide Discussion
Darkover
Darkover
Aurora Vanderlux
Replies
3
Views
240
Suicide Discussion
Sophie123
S
voidreverse1982
Replies
14
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
needthebus
needthebus
Darkover
Replies
3
Views
177
Offtopic
Darkover
Darkover