Venting i'm so tired of living

[pieceoffox]

This oppressive, endless feeling of life fatigue is killing me. Going to bed every night hoping to die in my sleep. Every morning realizing I have to live another day. And the saddest thing is that, unlike anything else, life can't be paused. The only way to escape into oblivion is through sleep, but it's not enough. I'm tired

 

[Leap94]

I like the word you used..."oppressive". It is true, isn't it? Life is the biggest oppressor. For me, at least, and it sounds like for you as well.

 

[pieceoffox]

I like the word you used..."oppressive". It is true, isn't it? Life is the biggest oppressor. For me, at least, and it sounds like for you as well.

the only thing I feel comfortable with in life is sleep, because it allows me to temporarily escape the perception of this very life. this kind of existence is very exhausting

 

[Leap94]

the only thing I feel comfortable with in life is sleep, because it allows me to temporarily escape the perception of this very life. this kind of existence is very exhausting

I'm the same way. Lately I've been sleeping for nearly 12 hours per day.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Same :(

 

[ovaltinee99]

Yes it doesn't stop. For that alone this place sucks so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, for me simply just existing is torturous and I just always feel so tired of suffering in this existence that I never would had wished for in the first place, all I want is to cease existing, I just want to never suffer again, I just hope for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find the freedom you search for.