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Do you feel trapped?

  • Yes

    Votes: 83 95.4%
  • No

    Votes: 4 4.6%

  • Total voters
    87
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Gucciii

Member
Mar 18, 2019
9
Every day drags on, I just cant deal with pain anymore, I can't even blackout from partial hanging, I'm Just stuck :(
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Life cornered me all around, I can't escape other than ctb, that the only door available.
I can't live, I don't want to and I'm desperately giving my best to meet death, without ending like a vegetable for the rest of my life or get forced into a psych facility once more.

I'm exactly the same here
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
I feel like my life is a prison sentence I have to serve.
 
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pigglywiggly

Member
Aug 12, 2019
14
I'm going nuts, can't CTB yet but can't control anger of being trapped. Something has to give. If my new meds don't help, I'm going to end up doing something really fucking stupid. I'm so fed up
I keep wanting to maintain hope that this new medicine or this new treatment will help. Sometimes it does, but only for a little while. It makes me feel so hopeless all the time.
 
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Baskol1

Baskol1

No life, no problems
Aug 11, 2019
1,030
I feel very much trapped, but i cant get out. A horrible feeling.
 
Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
Definitely. I feel trapped every day in a primitive mind, which is trapped in a defective body, which is trapped in a world with stupid and evil people who hate me, which is trapped in a cold and uncaring universe. It's like a prison inside a prison inside a prison and so it goes. Life must be the cruelest joke ever, but it is comfortable to know that it's going to end no matter what.
 

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