Help Do you ever feel like you don't have good/enough reasons to commit suicide?

[Reflection]

Not really, while I've lived with this pain enough and know that a lot of people will think it's stupid (heartbreak)...I know for sure that I cannot do this anymore, I'd rather be called dumb than keep living like this with no resolution in sight.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

yeah, ive been told a lot of times that i live "good" comparing to some other people and that i am really weak.

 

[TenThousandTrees]

I have a lot of conflicting feelings around my suicidality. By appearances my life isn't too bad, and I think a lot of people would say that I have a lot to live for. But I think this really just makes my despair feel all the more unfixable. I coped with my depression for years by setting aims for the future, then constantly moved the goal posts further and further out as I satisfied them. Now I have no more milestones to look forward to. I have come to accept that there is just some deep incurable brokenness in my spirit, and I have no choice but to live with it or CTB.