Help i overdosed on some painkillers for no reason

[lovelulu]

I was home alone and I just randomly felt like overdosing on some painkillers, some extra strength acetaminophen or something. It wasnt even necessarily an attempt, I just wanted to do it. I wasnt even sad matter of fact. I was in a good mood. I just randomly felt like doing it even though i knew it wouldn't do shit. I don't know whats wrong with me.

 

[dumbgirlonline]

I do the same thing very frequently, very on the "just because reason" like I know overdoses on script meds aren't lethal yet I still do it lol.