Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
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I want out so badly that it is comforting to me to see that others are doing what I cannot do, which is ctb. I feel terribly sad when it happens, and get a sense of what the person was like, feeling their sadness and desperation that drove them to ctb. But at a deeper level there is envy and admiration, the thought if they can why can't I? I know I can't for various reasons yet it still if helpful to see others who have escaped.
I feel like a trapped animal with no way out.
I feel like a trapped animal with no way out.