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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
274
Everything just goes by while I'm frozen in time.

All I think is: I don't want to keep going.

I don't want to wake up and go to my job in which I just cause problems and disappointments. I don't want to deal with people anymore. I don't want to feel exhausted and stuck everyday.

I just want to go unto a coma and never wake up.
I don't feel like answering friend's texts. I don't feel like being around anyone.

I can't even cut cuz once I'll change to my uniform people will notice the new scars.

I'm going insane. My future is fucking hopeless. It's hopeless. I'll always be stuck with my parents, I'll always be stuck in this body, I'll always be treated as lesser and I'll always be mentally slow.
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
115
Same bro, what to do???
 
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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
419
Same that's all I think about
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
266
A convicted felon is president and Kid Rock (yes, the singer) just briefed the U.S. military on the straight of Hormuz. I do not blame you for disconnecting from this reality.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
561
A convicted felon is president and Kid Rock (yes, the singer) just briefed the U.S. military on the straight of Hormuz. I do not blame you for disconnecting from this reality.
Kid Rock did what???
IMG 7317
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
266
Whoops, so I looked into it to find out that it was a joke.


The visit was real, but the caption was a joke. Still sad that it's believable nonetheless. I don't think anyone would be surprised if it was. That's how bad it has gotten.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
561
Whoops, so I looked into it to find out that it was a joke.


The visit was real, but the caption was a joke. Still sad that it's believable nonetheless. I don't think anyone would be surprised if it was. That's how bad it has gotten.
Well a convicted felon being president sure as fuck isn't a joke…..so yea still bad for sure.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
196
Same. Constant ruminations of death.
 
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