Venting Disconnected from reality. All I think about is death. Death. Death. Death

[LonelyPrince]

Everything just goes by while I'm frozen in time.

All I think is: I don't want to keep going.

I don't want to wake up and go to my job in which I just cause problems and disappointments. I don't want to deal with people anymore. I don't want to feel exhausted and stuck everyday.

I just want to go unto a coma and never wake up.
I don't feel like answering friend's texts. I don't feel like being around anyone.

I can't even cut cuz once I'll change to my uniform people will notice the new scars.

I'm going insane. My future is fucking hopeless. It's hopeless. I'll always be stuck with my parents, I'll always be stuck in this body, I'll always be treated as lesser and I'll always be mentally slow.

 

[babyneo1]

Same bro, what to do???