Q-Dust
Am literally a rhododendron
- Jun 9, 2019
- 51
The only narcissist I know is my self, So I guess In a way I did ruin my life
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wait.what
no really, what?
- Aug 14, 2020
- 979
To this day I don't know what was going on with my mother. Sometimes she did act like she had NPD or something like it. Other times her behavior was quite different.
I never met anyone else who was as gifted with plants. Not so much with people. As a teen I used to secretly poison her plants because it made me mad that she took better care of them than us.
She probably didn't literally ruin my life. She treated my sister at least as badly as she did me, and while my sister isn't "normal," she's a hell of a lot more functional than I am. I was probably going to turn out fucked up no matter what. It makes me suspect that my mom was similarly born fucked up, and that she didn't choose to be the way she was.
mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
yes apparently they are born this way and get reinforcement From the environment :( If only they realized how much damage they cause ,,, but we humans are biological robots anyway can't control shit.
Gaybonez
vegan jesus
- Nov 30, 2020
- 208
I mean. It sounds like you are not that much better if you're talking about stabbing people in the eyes
Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,175
Absolutely. I had met someone here on my old account who was an admitted sociopath. They really hurt me and I had to leave the site for a month. They manipulated me for the entirety of our friendship. He broke my soul.
mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,785
Yes. Last one was a business partner who, in six months, stole my entire life savings, destroyed or sold our company physical holdings, ruined my credit so that I can't even rent an apartment other than a slum anymore, and left me with the hefty company tax bill. Wish I could type his name here: R. A. H. But if you're not young and pretty, no one gives a damn--especially not the police, lawyers, courts, or state attorney general. That is until you owe THEM money.
One of my biggest life disappointments has been learning that just because others have been in our shoes doesn't mean they won't gladly exploit us.
mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
Ohhh wow unbelievable!!! These ppl!!!! I hope he pays with the same amount of pain he caused you, the world would be a better place without them.
Well, I think we've learned our lesson about not being so naive and nice in the future.....Well I have no future since this person destroyed it completly.
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killedbypsychiatry
drugging kids is abuse
- Jan 27, 2021
- 797
Unfortunately yes :( a narcissist made me end in a psychiatrist office and a another evil psychiatrist destroyed my life with drugs
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gimme_my_happy_nap
Fresky
- Mar 13, 2021
- 19
Same. Being self-aware that you are an narcissist sucks. Every word I say I wonder whether I'm being manipulative and self-serving again. I ask myself a lot, "am I being considerate and empathetic?", and the question itself is self-serving. Cognitively, I'm empathetic, sorry, etc. Emotionally, I'm just empty. I wish I could stop being so self-absorbed and getting into debates about myself within myself.
Well, yeah, the low self-esteem and dream of perfection ruined my life. Death solves everything, though.
No but a few have annoyed me quite throughly.
and I have seen some really destroy some people. I feel badly for them. They do try to hurt people in my experience. I've seen some people talk about being narcissists who don't actually appear to be as well.
it's a complicated topic.
and I have seen some really destroy some people. I feel badly for them. They do try to hurt people in my experience. I've seen some people talk about being narcissists who don't actually appear to be as well.
it's a complicated topic.
The "mother" says the self is one
Just another reason for wanting suicide. The fact that the self feels upset that she called it one probably proves she is true.
Just another reason for wanting suicide. The fact that the self feels upset that she called it one probably proves she is true.
I do not think this is how narcissism works.
GenesAndEnvironment
Autistic loser
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,743
Engaged a few of these types in conversation. Made sure to seem boring, unimportant and non-reactive. One of them apparently liked me and told another guy not to mess with me once. It's a balance between portraying yourself as unimportant yet strong at the same time.
SexyIncél
🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
- Aug 16, 2022
- 1,488
I wrote about a guy named Vaknin, who made many helpful videos on how to deal with narcissists (including from the victim's perspective):
How to mortify them, etc. You typically do have power against narcissists
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...u-destroy-your-beautiful-relationships.97895/
How to mortify them, etc. You typically do have power against narcissists
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Yeah I live with one. She's gone abroad now but when she comes back my life will turn into hell again and she's the main reason why my mental health is ruined. I used to be abused by her and get hit with big spoons that my thighs turned purple and I used to be such a happy go lucky person but since then I'm fucked up and I had no one to tell me that what she did was not okeyy. I used to think that it's normal to get beaten up
KAZ-2Y5
Verrückt
- Jul 23, 2023
- 149
Yes I've been abused by narcissists and antisocials… unfortunately a few of them.
physics
Member
- Jun 12, 2023
- 33
0.6% to 3.6% of people have ASPD, 99.9 is overkill lol
It's all fake. If you know a Narcissist or a Psychopath crying/feeling emotions etc, they're pretending to fit in. I have ASPD, I can confirm.
For example, I feed the same stray dogs everyday (they have names) but wouldn't care if they were to die.
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CentreMid
Sorry
- Aug 23, 2018
- 478
sammiechzxv
just a girl who's kinda sad
- Aug 7, 2023
- 240
leavingthesoultrap
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- Nov 25, 2023
- 1,133
tbroken
Wizard
- Feb 22, 2024
- 677
Reading These Posts makes me feel less lonely. I'm glade to know that I'm the only one who had narcissistic "friends" who ruined my life
A (suspected) narcissist in my childhood caused me to feel suicidal aged 10. They're not exactly the reason I want to CTB now but I mean- do we ever really get over our experiences? Especially childhood experiences when we are becoming who we are. Plus, when suicidal thoughts come in and you welcome them in once, I think they settle in for good.
But no- I didn't realise they were a (suspected) narcissist at the time. I was young, utterly confused, pretty insecure with all the gas lighting and lieing and utterly terrified- to almost a phobic level of this person. Pretty much to this day too. I'd rather die than see them again and I may well make that happen if I have to.
It's only years later I started watching YouTube videos on narcissism. They always had a very high opinion of themselves. It was that that put me on to it but, it was this incredible revelation. All their crazy behaviour was there- the gas lighting, the lieing, the victimhood, the constant putting down of others to make themselves look good, the constant talk of how great they were. Right down to the 'flying monkeys'- people they get on to their side to join in with the bullying. It was such a relief that there could be a reason for all that behaviour.
If anyone thinks they've had entanglements with narcissists, I highly recommend two YouTube creators: 'Live Abuse Free' and 'The Crappy Childhood Fairy.'
Also, I personally think it's far better to try and get away from them rather than 'manage' them. Maybe that's unkind on them but, I just think they do so much damage.
But no- I didn't realise they were a (suspected) narcissist at the time. I was young, utterly confused, pretty insecure with all the gas lighting and lieing and utterly terrified- to almost a phobic level of this person. Pretty much to this day too. I'd rather die than see them again and I may well make that happen if I have to.
It's only years later I started watching YouTube videos on narcissism. They always had a very high opinion of themselves. It was that that put me on to it but, it was this incredible revelation. All their crazy behaviour was there- the gas lighting, the lieing, the victimhood, the constant putting down of others to make themselves look good, the constant talk of how great they were. Right down to the 'flying monkeys'- people they get on to their side to join in with the bullying. It was such a relief that there could be a reason for all that behaviour.
If anyone thinks they've had entanglements with narcissists, I highly recommend two YouTube creators: 'Live Abuse Free' and 'The Crappy Childhood Fairy.'
Also, I personally think it's far better to try and get away from them rather than 'manage' them. Maybe that's unkind on them but, I just think they do so much damage.
Yes, I ran into a number of them in the last several years. My life is ruined b/c of this. I am determined to ctb now.
KAZ-2Y5
Verrückt
- Jul 23, 2023
- 149
same ive dealt with so many of them growing up who started out with conduct disorder, one of those children having NPD from as young as like 4/5 years old and she and the rest of them ruined my childhood and they're still stalking me and im nearing 24 years old now. crazy fuckers they are. extremely fucking evil.
