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Am literally a rhododendron
- Jun 9, 2019
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The only narcissist I know is my self, So I guess In a way I did ruin my life
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The Female ex-parent is a sadist who only knows how to "nurture" plants. Or somehow she kept over 100 of them in the house green. To this day I won't have a plant in my house. I love them outdoors though but to be abused constantly and then see her fawn over her plants. Too much. Too much. But I do have a favorite tree outside my window.
yes apparently they are born this way and get reinforcement From the environment :( If only they realized how much damage they cause ,,, but we humans are biological robots anyway can't control shit.To this day I don't know what was going on with my mother. Sometimes she did act like she had NPD or something like it. Other times her behavior was quite different.
I never met anyone else who was as gifted with plants. Not so much with people. As a teen I used to secretly poison her plants because it made me mad that she took better care of them than us.
She probably didn't literally ruin my life. She treated my sister at least as badly as she did me, and while my sister isn't "normal," she's a hell of a lot more functional than I am. I was probably going to turn out fucked up no matter what. It makes me suspect that my mom was similarly born fucked up, and that she didn't choose to be the way she was.
I mean. It sounds like you are not that much better if you're talking about stabbing people in the eyesA narcissist harmed me physically very badly (long story) and is the main reason I'm here. Did a narcissist harm you so bad your life is ruined forever???? Did you know you were with a narcissist/sociopath at the moment? Were you too naive? My life is FUBARd forever, I dream of killing this person, of stabbing her in the face, of stabbing her in her eyes. I think I have ptsd from this experience. And you????
Ppl like this deserve to die.I mean. It sounds like you are not that much better if you're talking about stabbing people in the eyes
One of my biggest life disappointments has been learning that just because others have been in our shoes doesn't mean they won't gladly exploit us.Absolutely. I had met someone here on my old account who was an admitted sociopath. They really hurt me and I had to leave the site for a month. They manipulated me for the entirety of our friendship. He broke my soul.
Ohhh wow unbelievable!!! These ppl!!!! I hope he pays with the same amount of pain he caused you, the world would be a better place without them.Yes. Last one was a business partner who, in six months, stole my entire life savings, destroyed or sold our company physical holdings, ruined my credit so that I can't even rent an apartment other than a slum anymore, and left me with the hefty company tax bill. Wish I could type his name here: R. A. H. But if you're not young and pretty, no one gives a damn--especially not the police, lawyers, courts, or state attorney general. That is until you owe THEM money.
One of my biggest life disappointments has been learning that just because others have been in our shoes doesn't mean they won't gladly exploit us.
Well, I think we've learned our lesson about not being so naive and nice in the future.....Well I have no future since this person destroyed it completly.Absolutely. I had met someone here on my old account who was an admitted sociopath. They really hurt me and I had to leave the site for a month. They manipulated me for the entirety of our friendship. He broke my soul.
Same. Being self-aware that you are an narcissist sucks. Every word I say I wonder whether I'm being manipulative and self-serving again. I ask myself a lot, "am I being considerate and empathetic?", and the question itself is self-serving. Cognitively, I'm empathetic, sorry, etc. Emotionally, I'm just empty. I wish I could stop being so self-absorbed and getting into debates about myself within myself.The only narcissist I know is my self, So I guess In a way I did ruin my life
Same. Being self-aware that you are an narcissist sucks. Every word I say I wonder whether I'm being manipulative and self-serving again. I ask myself a lot, "am I being considerate and empathetic?", and the question itself is self-serving. Cognitively, I'm empathetic, sorry, etc. Emotionally, I'm just empty. I wish I could stop being so self-absorbed and getting into debates about myself within myself.
Well, yeah, the low self-esteem and dream of perfection ruined my life. Death solves everything, though.
Yeah I live with one. She's gone abroad now but when she comes back my life will turn into hell again and she's the main reason why my mental health is ruined. I used to be abused by her and get hit with big spoons that my thighs turned purple and I used to be such a happy go lucky person but since then I'm fucked up and I had no one to tell me that what she did was not okeyy. I used to think that it's normal to get beaten upA narcissist harmed me physically very badly (long story) and is the main reason I'm here. Did a narcissist harm you so bad your life is ruined forever???? Did you know you were with a narcissist/sociopath at the moment? Were you too naive? My life is FUBARd forever, I dream of killing this person, of stabbing her in the face, of stabbing her in her eyes. I think I have ptsd from this experience. And you????
0.6% to 3.6% of people have ASPD, 99.9 is overkill lolAre u sure. I didnt think this
It's all fake. If you know a Narcissist or a Psychopath crying/feeling emotions etc, they're pretending to fit in. I have ASPD, I can confirm.If that's, true do narcissists feel love or a bit of empathy or is it all just pretending and fakery???? I've seen these ppl cry but why if they don't feel empathy?
same ive dealt with so many of them growing up who started out with conduct disorder, one of those children having NPD from as young as like 4/5 years old and she and the rest of them ruined my childhood and they're still stalking me and im nearing 24 years old now. crazy fuckers they are. extremely fucking evil.Yes, I ran into a number of them in the last several years. My life is ruined b/c of this. I am determined to ctb now.