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Nixon elk

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It makes me so angry jumping in front of a train, or car? That ruins the people who you make kill you. They aren't your tools they are humans. It's better to kill yourself badly and painfully then provide pain onto others. The whole reason I'm mad at this is because I used to think like this "oh they'll just get over it" maybe or maybe not it's not worth risking their life on. It's better to do it alone.
 
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not to mention, there's no guarantee that the external cause would lead to CTB... Train CTB can fail and leave ppl paralysed, CTB by cop can fail if the cop chooses to shoot in the groin (they've done that before), and CTB by being an aggresive intruder could also lead to a non fatal shot!
 
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It makes me so angry jumping in front of a train, or car? That ruins the people who you make kill you. They aren't your tools they are humans. It's better to kill yourself badly and painfully then provide pain onto others. The whole reason I'm mad at this is because I used to think like this "oh they'll just get over it" maybe or maybe not it's not worth risking their life on. It's better to do it alone.
Don't the train conductors get paid time off when they undergo that?
 

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