Desire to ctb from 0 to 10

[Whoa Whoa Yeah Yeah]

Solid 8.

 

[5piritual]

On a good day between 6-7.
On bad days 9-10

Only thing stopping me is my mum, partner who has health issues so I look after them and my dog.

 

[LivideLamb]

I've been going from 8 to 9, and, 9 to 8

 

[qsocdu]

I go from 0 to 10, then back to 0. Too much hope still, I guess. Then I get tired of everything and if I had nembutal I think I would have already mixed with some drink by now.

 

[FrostedHoax]

Definitely at least a 7, probably more between 9 to 10. I don't care to get better anymore and honestly, the universe seems to agree that I should just off myself judging from all the bullshit it's thrown at me this past couple of years.

 

[BrknEyes]

Solid 7 currently, few years back ez 10

 

[oofuf]

I'm a 10 whenever I don't have something to distract myself with.

 

[Mooshi]

right now maybe a 5 or 6...

 

[BlazingBob]

Currently 8 to 9. My biggest issue right now is loneliness and isolation but I don't even have the energy to take a shower much less go out and be social. I don't even know where I'd go anyway. I have absolutely nothing going on in my life. Failing health really sucks. Nobody wants to be around a sick, miserable person anyway.

 

[Givingupandgivingin]

9.
I don't actually want to die - well I wouldn't if I felt there was any other slight possibility.
But I've felt this way for years now, nearly a decade. I can only stand so much.

 

[ddn.ctb]

8. With the potential of 10 and a goodbye

 

[Aim]

10!