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kalashnikova

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Nov 2, 2024
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I've always known from the start that my life was going to be a shithole, I died a long time ago and no one noticed. I am no longer the same girl I used to be, and I don't think I was even anyone at all. All my life I have felt like an empty carcass, a void drifting through this existence with no purpose or ambition and waiting to die. I am an adult now and I don't think I'm going to reach 21, my life has been bound to end this way. I grieve what could've been and the person I could've turned out to be, but it's okay because all I want is to release myself from the shackles of my existence and this world. I was never meant to be here, I was meant to be somewhere far from this planet.
 
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