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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,428
Noooooooo
Don't ever ever ever think of it even for SH.
Itz a big time non method
It'll only give you medical issues but will not help you achieve peace
If you want to ctb, just take a step back no matter how desperate you are
Read through all the materials you've at your disposal, sasu, internet, anything and everything
Choose a method that works for you
Test that method on a small scale
Only implement it once you are sure of it

A failed attempt is very frustrating plus it alerts people around you that you want to ctb

My father came to know that I want to ctb because in 2023, i made desperate attempts and he started reading the patterns.

He made me confess that I'm suicidal. That was crude.. But that's how it was..
 
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Mgelanie

Mgelanie

Member
Mar 17, 2026
96
Noooooooo
Don't ever ever ever think of it even for SH.
Itz a big time non method
It'll only give you medical issues but will not help you achieve peace
If you want to ctb, just take a step back no matter how desperate you are
Read through all the materials you've at your disposal, sasu, internet, anything and everything
Choose a method that works for you
Test that method on a small scale
Only implement it once you are sure of it

A failed attempt is very frustrating plus it alerts people around you that you want to ctb

My father came to know that I want to ctb because in 2023, i made desperate attempts and he started reading the patterns.

He made me confess that I'm suicidal. That was crude.. But that's how it was..
them tv shows and movies had us convinced that this method work 🙁
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,428
them tv shows and movies had us convinced that this method work 🙁
Exactly, you got it right... It's the TV shows and movies that convinced us that this method work and OD on pills can also work..i tried OD so many times, still didn't work for me😂
 
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Mgelanie

Mgelanie

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Mar 17, 2026
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Exactly, you got it right... It's the TV shows and movies that convinced us that this method work and OD on pills can also work..i tried OD so many times, still didn't work for me😂
Thank you for sharing ❤️🙏
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
772
I tried this years ago. Now I'm just left with ugly scars. Would not recommend🥴
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,428
Thank you for sharing ❤️🙏
It's my pleasure, Happy to help❤️☺️💐
Just trying to add resources to the forum so that ppl don't try non methods at any cost
I tried this years ago. Now I'm just left with ugly scars. Would not recommend🥴
Thanks for sharing your experience❤️🫂 I'm sorry you had to go through the pain
 
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Mgelanie

Mgelanie

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Mar 17, 2026
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It's my pleasure, Happy to help❤️☺️💐
Just trying to add resources to the forum so that ppl don't try non methods at any cost
Insect and mouse poison should be in the non methods I don't know if anyone has tried it but I did and well.. Bad idea
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,428
Insect and mouse poison should be in the non methods I don't know if anyone has tried it but I did and well.. Bad idea
Absolutely they don't work at all
 
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