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icetea15

icetea15

... and you'll be free
Apr 12, 2020
90
What do you think of my CTB plan?

I have stockedpiled:
200x Propranolol 40mg (8g)
50x Metoclopramide 10mg (500mg)
64x Lorazepam 2.5mg (160mg)


Unimportant for the method but as well as:
87x Mirtazapine 45mg (~4g)
23x Quetiapine 200mg (4.6g)
17x Sertraline 100mg (1.7g)
100x Levomepromazine 100mg (10g)

My plan is to take metoclopramide 3 times a day starting about a week before 'the date', and 4 hours before (8:00 p.m.) 4x lorazepam on that date.
I want to grind the 200x propranolol and take this dose at 00:00 with as little water as possible.

I'll be alone, watch my favorite series on TV laying on my bed, and put my cell phone in another room. I'll lock my room and slide the key under the door away from me so I won't have a chance to call the ambulance.

I will carefully place my suicide notes next to me and try somehow to enjoy the possibly not-so-peaceful and painful death.

How do you see the chances of success and do you have any tips or improvements?
 

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braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
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What gives you the idea this will kill you?
 
icetea15

icetea15

... and you'll be free
Apr 12, 2020
90
What gives you the idea this will kill you?

Several reports on the internet. It used to be a very popular method in the German Democratic Republic . The lowest known lethal dose was 1.6g. 8g are recommended according to the forum. The result is cardiac arrest.
 
braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
Several reports on the internet. It used to be a very popular method in the German Democratic Republic . The lowest known lethal dose was 1.6g. 8g are recommended according to the forum. The result is cardiac arrest.

Interesting. Could you link me to resources relating to this method? I've got a script of Propanolol.
 
Dima2

Dima2

Member
Jul 24, 2020
56
I would like to know more about it , i have access to Propranolol , have it not read about here or in PPH though ,what dose is needed ?
Time till ctb ?
Peacefulness ?
 
Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
419
Case 5 is worrying, she died a month after taking the OD
 

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