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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
743
Il ne faut pas rester là. Pas aujourd'hui. Il faut redescendre calmement.
 
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Medicopter1177

Member
Jun 7, 2023
8
Please, do not jump. Take a deep breath and calm yourself down. You are not alone. We are here with you. As you said, you like life, I know it may seem impossible sometimes to fight for it, but you are so much stronger than you think. So far you have overcome everything in your life up to this very moment. Do not give up, please. I am sending you all the love and do not forget you are not alone. We care about you and your life is a precious one. And I mean it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,761
Jumping is such a cruel and horrible way to CTB. Calm down and rethink your options!! And there's absolutely nothing to be ashamed for! You are not alone we all are here for you if you need help!
 
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kionu09

Member
Jun 3, 2023
52
Jump simply not your method stay calm and sleep you think it in an another day
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
Shame...6 months that i have thought thé suicide
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
743
No shame at all. Are you downstairs now? Relax first, then sleep, then rethink.
 
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Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
732
Please, do not jump. Take a deep breath and calm yourself down. You are not alone. We are here with you. As you said, you like life, I know it may seem impossible sometimes to fight for it, but you are so much stronger than you think. So far you have overcome everything in your life up to this very moment. Do not give up, please. I am sending you all the love and do not forget you are not alone. We care about you and your life is a precious one. And I mean it.
I need to point out that this isn't the kind of support we give here, because it isn't really support. We are supporting her inclination to step back not because we are opposed to her killing herself, but because she is clearly not at peace with this method at this time.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,948
The choice of when, how or if is always yours. If you wish to let this 'bus go by, please do. It just may not be the one for you. We respect and encourage your choice.
 
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dospi1

Member
Nov 18, 2021
91
im sorry it haves come to this, godspeed brother may your journey be peacefull
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
I wish you Nothing but the best in whichever choice you make, Thoughts and prayers always. - Godspeed. ♥
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
Why is this topic up ?
Anyway... j'espere que tu as trouvé le moyen d aller mieux, quel que soit ce moyen.
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
How are you doing? If it helps, I could not have jumped, either. There's a method for you, if you still want one. And if you don't, that's cool, too. It's your life and you own it, for better or worse.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
I think i dont jump...sure at 95/100
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
All up to You of course, you are not alone. Thoughts and prayers. -
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
I see again and again ( even if i have Taken opioïdes ,alcool im relaxed)but i Say me: no i dont want die now...i think at my family ,AT me
I see again and again ( even if i have Taken opioïdes ,alcool im relaxed)but i Say me: no i dont want die now...i think at my family
All up to You of course, you are not alone. Thoughts and prayers. -
Im disappointed...i thought AT this day since 6 months ago...every day,several hours
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
That's good. Jumping is a horrible way to go. What if you'd landed on someone? I'm never going to say your life will turn around here, but I think you made the right choice. Sleep those lovely drugs off if you can. After a moment like that I'd be screwing them off, but I'm a litttle sick, they say.
 
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SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
361
That's good. Jumping is a horrible way to go. What if you'd landed on someone? I'm never going to say your life will turn around here, but I think you made the right choice. Sleep those lovely drugs off if you can. After a moment like that I'd be screwing them off, but I'm a litttle sick, they say.
Yeah I saw some videos, of them by accident jumping on someone. Personally I wouldn't do jumping (especially if it's a very public space) the chance of someone else getting hurt, traumatizing people, the height doesn't scare me, I think the impact scares me the most out of this method.
 
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Watlock

I just assume everyone hates me.
Jun 8, 2023
38
I figure it's a lot of pain, but then you get to feel nothing for eternity. You can finally be free. I hope you do what you think is right. Ill be thinking of you.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
Ouais, j'ai vu des vidéos, d'eux sautant accidentellement sur quelqu'un. Personnellement, je ne ferais pas de saut (surtout si c'est un espace très public) au risque que quelqu'un d'autre se blesse, traumatise les gens, la hauteur ne me fait pas peur, je pense que l'impact me fait le plus peur de cette méthode.
Do the night
I figure it's a lot of pain, but then you get to feel nothing for eternity. You can finally be free. I hope you do what you think is right. Ill be thinking of you.
The problem is that i like again the life...i thought that no.
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Yeah I saw some videos, of them by accident jumping on someone. Personally I wouldn't do jumping (especially if it's a very public space) the chance of someone else getting hurt, traumatizing people, the height doesn't scare me, I think the impact scares me the most out of this method.
Yeah, no. For me it's the height. I can take a knife and cut anywhere for a good time, like I'm not scared of pain, you know? But heights? They turn me into a whimpering baby, just like that. I'm done, and I want my mummy.
I've seen those vids too. The one where a person impales themselves really stayed with me. That wasn't the quick exit they'd worked for, and I just felt so bad for them.
 
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peaceindeath

I want peace
May 5, 2023
81
That's a lot. Most likely you won't survive it. I would never dare to do that. That's why I'm still suffering. Brave people do suffer less.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
Yeah, no. For me it's the height. I can take a knife and cut anywhere for a good time, like I'm not scared of pain, you know? But heights? They turn me into a whimpering baby, just like that. I'm done, and I want my mummy.
I've seen those vids too. The one where a person impales themselves really stayed with me. That wasn't the quick exit they'd worked for, and I just felt so bad for them.
Jumping is not THE problem...
the problem is that i like a little the life...😰
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Jumping is not THE problem...
the problem is that i like a little the life...😰
That's fine. Like it, love it, fucking marry it if you want. There are some good things in life. There are some bad, of course, but ignore those or whatever until you can't, and enjoy what you can. That's what WE'RE ALL DOING here. Live long and prosper, if you can.
The worst would be ending a life you could have enjoyed.
 
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Readytogo246

Student
Jun 4, 2023
198
Take the time you need to get clear. Jumping is really hard. I'm glad to hear you are taking the time to look within. Perhaps a more peaceful sleep method like liquid nitrogen can be possible in the future with good planning. I'm glad you don't feel like you have to do it now. Keep getting good support from here. I wish you the very best.
 
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Medicopter1177

Member
Jun 7, 2023
8
Jumping is not THE problem...
the problem is that i like a little the life...😰
You absolutely have the right to like your life. And it is good that you realised it before doing something that could not be taken back. If there is something particular that makes you wanting to live, maybe you could try to enjoy this very thing the most you can right now. You fully deserve it. If there is a part of you that wants to live, than listen to that part of yourself. Sending you hugs.
 
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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
361
Yeah, no. For me it's the height. I can take a knife and cut anywhere for a good time, like I'm not scared of pain, you know? But heights? They turn me into a whimpering baby, just like that. I'm done, and I want my mummy.
I've seen those vids too. The one where a person impales themselves really stayed with me. That wasn't the quick exit they'd worked for, and I just felt so bad for them.
Maybe cause I go on roller coasters
Do the night

The problem is that i like again the life...i thought that no.
Night?
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
Night less people
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
743
Please forget it, at least for today. Obviously, all this is to be reconsidered an other day.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,283
Please forget it, at least for today. Obviously, all this is to be reconsidered an other day.
Its a rare opportunity that i have this 19th stage
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
743
You. Are. Not. Ready. To. Die. Today.
Also, this 19th storey and the 18 storeys below will still be there tomorrow.
 
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