CTB today.

[arrowheads]

Hi, I know I've only been on SS for a short amount of time. I've come to the decision after trying, since what feels like forever, to continue living. I have reached the point where I know I'll be depressed for the rest of my life. BPD is such an agonizing thing to go through. It's ruined my life. And I didn't even cause it.

I've organized and cleaned the room I rent. I'll be leaving tonight when it's dark to jump off a parking garage near my new job. It has nothing to do with them, I just know there's not a lot of people and traffic there after a certain time. All I have left to do is finalize the draft of my note, smoke a few more cigarettes, wait for dusk and enter whatever is next.

I'm not sure whether there is an afterlife or if we just go wherever we went before we were born. I wasn't able to find peace in this lifetime, maybe in the next.
I'll be listening to Deathconciousness by Have A Nice Life when I jump. Specially, Bloodhail. The album is my favorite piece of art ever made. Maybe one of you will listen to it and love it even more than I did. That would be the best way to live on in sorta way.

I wish to you all that your pain will ease and that you are able to go on to live a joyful life surrounded by those you love.

 

[MissionSucksAssFul]

I hope when my time comes I will be as brave as you are... enjoy non-existing for the both of us

 

[arrowheads]

It's been 29 years since Kurt Cobain died. We share the same birthday. Strange synchronicity.

It's also the pink moon tonight. It is a beautiful day to do this.

 

[sparkle]

I wish you safe passage on your journey. This is a wonderful album, too. Farewell.

 

[arrowheads]

I hope when my time comes I will be as brave as you are... enjoy non-existing for the both of us

I definitely will. Thank you so much, kind stranger. Stay and fight here as long as you can

 

[miserabletires9]

how tall is the garage?

 

[Humanoid]

It's always sad to see someone go, and I hope you know that you will be missed, and if not that, at least remembered, by me and propably others on the forum. I hope you choose what is right for you and wish you a peaceful finale. I will, on some beautiful sunset, listen to Deathconciousness and certainly think of you.

 

[arrowheads]

It's always sad to see someone go, and I hope you know that you will be missed, and if not that, at least remembered, by me and propably others on the forum. I hope you choose what is right for you and wish you a peaceful finale. I will, on some beautiful sunset, listen to Deathconciousness and certainly think of you.

Thank you for understanding. I hope the ones in my life understand my decision the way you do. I hope you enjoy the record if not, no worries. Just take in the beauty of the sunset for all of us

how tall is the garage?

It's roughly 40 feet tall. Making sure to go head first. Even if I survive the initial impact, I would suffer enough blood loss by the time someone would find me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[nureinFuchs]

I hope you find what you are looking for travaler

 

[st1ckb0nes]

safe travels stranger, i wish you eternal peace

 

[Letgo]

I hope you find peace. Will be thinking of you.

 

[arrowheads]

Thank you for the farewells. It's more comforting than I can put into words.

I've finished the note. It's about a hour and a half until sunset. I'll be having my favorite meal. I'm listening to some of my favorite music.

I'm not even nervous.
I'll write one last time when I arrive to the garage.

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

Praying your journey is smooth and painless. Good luck my friend. I must admit I envy you.

 

[wish_to_live_again]

I have to say, I feel concerned that 40 ft fall might just leave you incredibly disabled....

I am sorry for your suffering

 

[downndone2]

Thank you for understanding. I hope the ones in my life understand my decision the way you do. I hope you enjoy the record if not, no worries. Just take in the beauty of the sunset for all of us

It's roughly 40 feet tall. Making sure to go head first. Even if I survive the initial impact, I would suffer enough blood loss by the time someone would find me.

40 ft tall is a big risk and you may just end up paralyzed and really hurt. Please really research your method.

 

[Gonnerr]

Farewell , have a peaceful escape.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Good luck and may you find peace.

 

[arrowheads]

40 ft tall is a big risk and you may just end up paralyzed and really hurt. Please really research your method.

I grossly underestimated the height. Numbers aren't my thing
I'm here now. I wish all of you a happy and long life.

 

[Gonnerr]

Read this ;

At what height do falls become deadly?

According to the World Health Organization, falls are the one of the leading cause of trau

www.safeopedia.com

 

[Saai]

I wish you the best.

 

[NotWiseEnough]

i hope you can find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Actovania]

Goodbye. I hope this is the best for you

 

[OceanBlue]

This is scary as hell and would happen less often if we weren't denied the right to die.
Fuck you, society, for brutalizing people.

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I will listen to your fav album in your memory @arrowheads I wish you were allowed a peaceful way out.

 

[Keysify]

Goodbye, I hope you chose what was best for you.

 

[cloverhiding]

Farewell, be kind to yourself during these last moments, I hope you find peace.

 

[LateForTheBus]

I hope you found the peace you sought.

 

[scar]

goodbye, may you rest peacefully.

 

[outrider567]

Hope you found peace