Help CTB despair

[singularity3]

I want to die as soon as possible but I cannot for now and have not decently dared to do so. How do you manage the desperation of not wanting to be here anymore but having to continue even more?

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it as long as one exists there is simply no choice but to suffer, in my case only death can bring me the peace and relief I search for, I understand that it really can be so dreadful and tiring feeling trapped here when you wish to be gone.

 

[jbear824]

I don't manage. I can't cope with being trapped with nothing but suffering ahead for me and my partner. It's actively destroying my mind. I'm in never ending distress.