Christmas is hell!!!!

[azucaramargo]

Holyfuckingshit, I am just dreading Christmas like a mofo. How are others opinion on this fake day of love and support? Is it bad to end your life just before this shit day?
Peace/hugs...DEATH!!!!!

RIGHT there with you, Buddy.
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F*ck Christmas I hate everything about it. I lost my mom on 12/19/08. I want to CTB before hopefully as soon as my SN arrives

I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, Metalchic_74. That sounds terrible. I also hate Christmas if it's any consolation; however, I can't imagine the pain you've got to endure in addition. Sending you love.
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F*ck Christmas I hate everything about it. I lost my mom on 12/19/08. I want to CTB before hopefully as soon as my SN arrives

I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, Metalchic_74. That sounds terrible. I also hate Christmas if it's any consolation; however, I can't imagine the pain you've got to endure in addition. Sending you love.

I basically used to be a fucking elf, I absolutely adored everything about Christmas. Couldn't give a shit about it this year and don't plan on being here for it

What do you mean you used to be an elf?

 

[I screwed up]

why do we always need to pretend we are okay? next time when its group picture time i'll be the only one not smiling. better yet just say fuck it and not even show up, if they nag on you tell'em to go fuck themselves, start throwing things around and breaking things in the house, show'em you have a serious problem. im sick of pretending to be fine and put on a "happy face" and them thinking its genuine

May be I could do that .. But don't wanna ruin everything for others as well. I usually try not to be around the house when people come visit...